Dominated by my ex's son. Mxb

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Mason pov

I cried for hours until the owner of the apartment came in and asked me to leave. Apparently, someone else had rented the apartment, for god's sakes Tian had just left for one day and his apartment was being rented that quick. I don't know how long I sat in my car when I reached at my parent's house.

I was just in my car deep in thoughts while I gaze at Tian's pictures I used to take secretly. He was smiling and he looked happy, not scared but happy. Since I first saw him, I had never seen him like that in my life that's why I vowed to keep him happy all the time but I think I have failed.

Maybe I should have waited to court him, maybe I should have waited until I turned eighteen but I just went at it and now this is all happening because of me. My Tian is out there suffering because of me.

I can't believe he quit his job, one thing I know about him is that he loved that job like it was his baby. I wonder what he was going to do.

I was searching for a solution in my head but I had come out with nothing. I heaved a heavy sigh getting out of my car, maybe I should go to uncle Mateo and Theo, they might know where he is but not now. I promised my parents to talk so I have to fulfill my promise.

So, with that thought I walked towards the house opening it and walking straight to the living room where I heard papi talking with Marlee. "Hey, everything good with the club" papi asked putting down Marlee who was clinging on his back.

"Yeah" I replied tiredly.

"What is wrong" papi asked worriedly "Marlee off to your room and make sure you do your homework" he said making Marlee pout at him probably wanting to play with him more. I ruffled his hair when he passed by me making him scowl at me. "Talk to me Mason" he asked

"Where is dad" I asked instead.

"He went to the office to pick up some files, he will be here in few minutes" I nodded sitting down next to him. I was lost in thoughts not knowing what to do. I felt useless, my Tian is not here with me.

"When did we become like this" I know what papi was talking about. We had a great bond and I used to talk to him about everything. I don't know what happened though and kept these secrets from him.

"I don't know papi but it hurts deep inside and I don't know what to do" I sighed peering at him with teary eyes. My mouth was trembling sightly "I feel pain here" I said touching my heart.

"I know how love is my boy. It hurts but with time it will heal. Just give Sebastian some time" he didn't know what I was talking about.

"There is not giving him time, he is gone and he isn't coming back" I say looking straight and entwining my own fingers. "He left without a goodbye, who does that. He should have stayed, I told him that we are in this together but he left leaving a fuckin letter, he is so selfish" I was so damn angry.

"I'm sorry Mason!" papi said ruffling my hair.

"Do you know what hurts" I looked at him "it's the thought of never seeing him again, that hurts papi and I don't know how to deal with it. For the first time I don't know what to do. I'm lost" tears were streaming down my eyes

"Tell me about Sebastian" he asked I looked at him in disbelief.

"What?"

"I need to know the person my son fell for; I need to understand what happened. We all just judged Sebastian not hearing your part of the story so tell me" I smiled at that, so understanding. That's why I loved him since the day I saw him.

"Really!" I asked to make sure "when I first saw Sebastian was when I was four. Dad introduced him to us. We started seeing him more and more. On our birthdays, dinner, sometimes he would pick us up from school when dad or granny couldn't" I sighed.

"When we turned eight it was when I started feeling things when I see him. When he smiled, I felt something in my stomach I didn't understand at all. I liked his company, I liked it when he talked to me and when we saw him kiss dad, I felt something in my chest broke which I didn't understand by that time. But when I grew older, I understood it was jealousy" I looked at him to see his reaction but he just smiled at me telling me to go ahead.

"Tell me more" papi asked when I kept quiet.

"The feeling grew each day and I found myself thinking about him more. I hated the way he used to look at my dad, I wanted him to look at me like that but I knew he wouldn't and I knew he will never. I pushed the feeling aside so many times but whenever I saw him the feeling grew and it became unbearable"

"When I turned fifteen, I used to stalk him and whenever I saw men with him I used to get jealous. Yet I knew we weren't compatible, he was older and on top of that he was my dad's lover before. I knew we couldn't and I decided to let him out of my head. I thought it would be easy but seeing him here all the time made it impossible for me because I craved him all the time. The more I grew the more I wanted him like crazy and I loved the feeling yet I knew it couldn't happen"

"The day I turned seventeen was the same day we won our first match. My friends forced me to go the club. I accepted and Sebastian was there. He was alone drinking and he looked so damn beautiful papi, he looked irresistible and I couldn't control myself. So I said fuck it. I remember the way he looked at me like he had seen a ghost. He even wanted to tell you guys but I told him not to"

"I used my Dom voice on him and I was surprised it worked on him. I used to think he was a dominant type but I was surprised when he submitted to me completely. Papi he was there and I couldn't control myself so I did the unthinkable and I touched him inappropriately. He tried to refuse but......."

"After that day I spent seven months without seeing him here or anywhere until the day the twins turned one. I asked him to see me at my house and gave him my address. To be sure I didn't think he would show but he did. The first thing he told me was it can't happen but Papi he was there in my house so I did what teenagers do. I seduced him; I knew he missed human contact so I knew he wouldn't resist. After that he left and spent two months without seeing him. I saw him again the day my grandmother died. From that day things got serious. I told him about my lifestyle, he was scared but he came back papi and I was the happiest that I left all the subs I had for him."

"See this is not his fault. It's mine!" I completed

"Oh God" papi said

"Yes, oh God, I can't live without him, he is the love of my life and I can't let him go like this. It hurts so much. My gorgeous boy is out there alone. You know he always feels alone, he thinks love isn't for him and I know how he feels right now." I say standing up gripping my hair hard. " What am I going to do" I say

"You're in love Mason" papi said

"I know"

"I will talk to Nate; I will see what I can do ok. But right now, you need to rest" I nodded thanking him for listening.

"Give it to dad, Tian left it for him" I handed him the letter. "Thank you so much papi, I feel much better"

"Any time my son" he hugged me tightly, I walked towards my bedroom seeing dad who stood on the staircase probably eavesdropping and that's what I wanted. I knew he was there that's why I went through all the details. I wanted him to hear me say those words and make him feel guilty because he was the one who told Tian to run and if...

If he wasn't my dad, he would have paid for it but too bad he was my dad and I love him. More so Tian told me not to make him cry but I will use my brain, I have to find my Tian back.

He has to come home to my arms!

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