Dominated by my ex's son. Mxb

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Sabastian pov

I feel like shit, I am always in my head thinking far too much and the thoughts are not pleasant at all. I think about him day and night, he never leaves my head like ever. Before I used to think about Nate like this, but it's funny how all of that changed because of a hand job and a blow job with his son.

I feel like an old, dirty man who deserves to be in jail for a lifetime for what I am thinking about. Why do I think of him like he was older, I saw that boy grow up with my two own eyes, he should be like a son to me not somebody I want to have sex with?

Shit!

Since that day in his house, I have not called him once, and he has not bothered me at all which kind of hurts because I want him to call me. I want him to whisper things in my ear and command me like he always does, I want so much more from him yet I knew I couldn't get it.

Two months had passed since I asked him to back off, and he did. He never called me once nor sent a message which I appreciated because it was the best thing to do, but I couldn't stop thinking about him.

These past months without seeing him were the worst of my life, why am I this selfish? I claimed to be in love with Nate if I remember correctly, therefore why the change of heart this soon. I even thought that I was thinking about him because he is the son of the man I once loved, but I think I have fallen for Mason so hard.

I can't stop picturing him sucking me off, seeing my dick disappear in his hot wet mouth whilst those blue eyes are staring up at me with so much desire making my body to tingle with so much want for him to touch me again. I had always thought that I would crave only Nate's touch, but now I don't even think about him one bit all my thoughts are on his son. The seventeen-year-old Mason.

I am such a disappointment. I feel so bad, I feel like I don't deserve to be in this world.

The bad thing is that I had to see him because his grandmother had passed on, and I couldn't go. I knew how much Nate loved his grandmother and I wanted to be there for him, but I knew being there I would have to see him and I would have to talk to him.

That day I wore a black suit, sighing deeply as I gave myself a pep talk, I will just give my condolences and leave, nothing more. I met with Mateo and Theo, we went in one car and we all felt bad for Nate, his mother was there for him in the bad and good times, and she was a great lady who treated us as her children just like his father.

We reached Nate's house and many people who knew Mrs. Wright were there grieving as we looked for Nate who was in his husband's chest crying while Nolan was doing everything in his power to calm him down.

I searched the room not seeing him but I knew he was there, I knew he was supposed to be there but not seeing him was good, yet it hurt, I wanted to avoid seeing him at all. The ceremony went on and on, but I found myself looking around for him, my heart aching for not seeing him, yet it was good that way.

Until I saw him walking down the stairs like some sort of god. My breath hitched seeing how he looked, his face was void of any emotions, but I could see how sad he was, I felt his sadness even though he tried to cover it up. I wanted to walk up to him, hug him in comfort and give my condolences, but my legs refused to move.

I had to control myself, he looked hot and sexy as hell wearing his V-neck long sleeved black shirt and tight black jeans. His shirt was showing most of his six-pack underneath the fabric, and I licked my lips unconsciously. Wow! he looked delicious.

My eyes were watching him, I didn't see any best view than him as he talked to his sister and greeting some people around. I was biting on my lips so hard and my legs were itching to go talk to him, but I didn't.

I was the one who told him to end whatever was going on, and he kept his word, he didn't bother me but why does it hurt so fucking much? My heart almost jumped out of my chest when he looked my way, and we made eye contact. Theo was saying something but my eyes were on Mason who was now looking at me with those beautiful baby blue eyes of his which I couldn't forget no matter what.

My body was trembling in my seat, my mind was telling me to look away but I couldn't. I saw him sigh as he went back to talk to the people he was talking to earlier. I let out a heavy breath, shaking off all the thoughts in my head going back to hear what Theo was saying.

"Hey guys" my breath hitched again, recognizing the voice. I knew he was standing beside me; I could smell his perfume which filled my senses, but I couldn't look up.

"Hi Mason we are so sorry for your loss" Mateo said standing up.

"Thank you, uncle" he had replied softly, just hearing his voice sent chills over my body. "Uncle Sebastian can I talk to you" my body shivered as I looked at him with wide eyes. I stood up slowly, making sure not to be suspicious. Mason walked up the stairs not looking backwards as I looked around to see if anyone was watching us, but everyone was doing their own thing.

I sighed deeply climbing the stairs, each step I took felt like I had stepped on pins. I saw him enter a certain door as I looked around again to make sure no one was watching me. I was cautious as I also entered the bedroom seeing him seated on the bed while biting his fingers looking into space.

When I closed the door behind me, that's when he looked at me standing up walking towards me. He touched my cheek softly as I stepped back, keeping a distance from him because I don't know what I will do if he continues touching me like this.

"I apologize for your loss" I uttered nervously, swallowing hard.

"Thank you, my Tian" he breathed out again, by that I knew he liked calling me that, so I didn't question him at all. "I miss you so fucking much" he added in a whisper, his voice so deep.

"Please Mason we talked about this" I say in a small voice looking in his eyes to show him that I was so damn serious even though deep inside my heart I wanted him, but it was simply wrong.

"Tell me that you don't miss me, Tian" he walked towards me and on instinct I stepped back. The way he looked at me was like a predator chasing its prey. "Tian, tell me that I didn't drive you crazy with that blow job" his voice was low and deep, making me shiver. "Tell me I didn't make you feel good" he trapped me between his hands as I inhaled his cinnamon scent of his which was driving me insane.

"You don't know how much I need you Tian, I think about you every time, I can't sleep, I can't even think properly. I think about your dick in my mouth, and it's all driving me crazy" he had said, his voice was still low and on point. He didn't stutter.

He leaned in kissing my cheek lovingly making me shudder in anticipation. "P-please Mason stop" I say between heavy breaths.

"Call me Tyler" he commanded, I knew his middle name was Tyler, but they stopped using them when Nolan came back in the picture taking his last name. "Say my name baby" he commanded, and I found myself saying it. His voice was like a magnet which pushed me to do things.

"Tyler" I breathed out pulling him next to me wanting to feel his warm body pressed against mine. He was driving me crazy and making my whole body to burn in flames. "Please-" I even didn't know what I was begging for, but I felt the need to beg. I looked up at him, my eyes dark in lust.

"Oh, my baby!" he breathed out leaning down as I opened my mouth thinking he was going to kiss me, but it never came. When I opened them, he was looking down at me "I want to do dirty things to your body Tian" he whispered his mint breath on my nose making me to let out an embarrassing sound. "But not here, can you meet me at the house in one hour?" I nodded rapidly not thinking "good, if you reach before me here is the key, make yourself at home ok baby" I nodded unconsciously.

"Go my boy"