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🌸 End Of Beginning

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"I never knew loving him would mean saying goodbye. Every moment we shared now feels like a countdown to our inevitable farewell. Our love was my solace, but it's also my undoing."

~ Kim Nina

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Heeseung's Pov 

As I slowly open my eyes, my gaze falls on Nina's peaceful face. She's sleeping soundly, her chest rising and falling with each gentle breath. My heart swells with love and adoration as I take in her serene expression.

Without thinking, I reach out a trembling hand to caress her cheek. My fingers brush against her soft skin, sending shivers down my spine. Nina stirs slightly, but doesn't wake up. I hold my breath, afraid of disturbing her.

As I touch her, I'm overwhelmed with emotions. I'm torn between my love for her and the darkness that haunts me. I know I can't keep her in my life, not without risking her safety. The thought fills me with a sense of despair.

My hand lingers on her cheek, my fingers tracing the contours of her face. I feel a sense of longing, of desperation. I want to hold onto her, to keep her close, but I know I can't. I'm poison, and I don't want to taint her with my darkness.

As I gaze at Nina, I think about the pain I'll cause her, the heartache I'll inflict. I think about the memories we've shared, the laughter, the tears. My mind is a jumbled mess of emotions, but one thing is clear - I have to let her go.

For now, I just want to savor this moment, to cherish the feel of her skin beneath my fingers. I close my eyes, my heart heavy with emotion, as I whisper a silent goodbye to the love of my life.

I thought I could protect her, keep her safe from the darkness that haunts me. But I was wrong. I'm the one who's been slowly destroying her, piece by piece. My love for her is a poison, a curse that's consuming us both.

I see the pain in her eyes, the fear of losing me, of losing us. But I know it's only a matter of time before I drag her down with me. I'm a ticking time bomb, waiting to unleash my demons on the world.

I have to let her go, no matter how much it kills me. I have to save her from myself, even if it means losing the only person who's ever truly understood me. I'll push her away, make her hate me if that's what it takes. I'll do whatever it takes to keep her safe, even if it means destroying my own heart in the process.

As I lie here, gazing at Nina's peaceful face, my mind races with thoughts of the impending doom that awaits us. Rowoon is still admitted in the hospital, and I need to go get him soon. But before I do, I need to come up with a plan to push Nina away from me.

I feel a pang of guilt and sorrow as I think about what I'm about to do. I need to be cruel, to make her hate me so that she'll never want to see my face again. It's the only way to keep her safe from the darkness that haunts me.