It's ok to love you (Hyunbinlix, Minsung, Chanseungin)

Chapter 54

Back at Hyunjin's house, after Chan and Changbin left for work, Felix and Hyunjin had breakfast. As Felix was eating, Jisung kept pointing out the hickeys on his neck and started touching them.

"Hey!" Felix said as he playfully slapped Jisung's hand away. "Cut it out, Sungie."

"Awww, come on, Lixie." Jisung said with a smirk. "I think it's cute."

"What about all of those?" Felix said as he pointed out all of Jisung's hickeys. "You didn't bother covering them up."

Jisung tried, unsuccessfully, to cover up his hickeys. To be fair, he didn't even have time considering the whole Hyunjin situation. But Jisung backed off Felix's case.

The awkwardness between the sunshine twins and their respective boyfriends was palpitate. However, they ultimately laughed it off.

"Well, this is what boyfriends do, right?" said Felix.

"Of course." said Jeongin. "Among other things." He smirks like a mischievous fox, earning wide-eyed stares from everyone.

"Such a feisty little fox." Seungmin said as he ruffled Jeongin's hair.

Hyunjin and Minho simply ate their breakfast as they looked at the younger's interactions with each other. Felix finished with his breakfast shortly thereafter. Then, the 4 of them went to the couch to watch TV.

"You can leave the plate there, Lix." said Minho. "I'll get it."

Hyunjin finished as well and went to the sink. He started washing his plate.

"I got this, Hyunjin." said Minho.

"Let me help you, Min." said Hyunjin. "You already cooked breakfast. It's the least I can do."

Minho smiled softly as he patted Hyunjin's back. "Thanks, Hyunjin." he said. "It's good to have you back."

"Thanks, Min." Hyunjin said, a tear sliding down his cheek. He then looks at his best friend. "I'm so sorry for everything I put you through. You've been so patient with me, putting up with all my shit. Anyone else would've abandoned me."

Minho took Hyunjin's plate from his hands when he finished washing it. "I'll never abandon you, Hyunjin." he said. "You're my best friend. I'll always be there for you. All of us will. Never forget that."

Minho wiped away Hyunjin's tears and pulled him into a hug. He could hear Hyunjin's sniffing and wiping his tears with his shirt, but he didn't care.

"I love you, Min." Hyunjin said through his tears. "My friend."

"I love you too, Hyunjin." Minho said as he messed up Hyunjin's hair. "My friend. My brother."

The 2 of them parted from their hug but still held onto each other. "You're my family." Hyunjin said. "You, Binnie, Lix, all of you. You're the family I choose."

Minho smiled and hugged Hyunjin once more before heading towards the couch where everyone else was. Felix and Jisung were snuggled together while Seungmin had his arm around Jeongin's shoulder.

Hyunjin, however, decided to head into his room. Felix saw this and decided to follow Hyunjin to his room. Minho then sat down next to Jisung, and the 2 of them embraced.

In Hyunjin's room, he didn't even realize that Felix had followed him to his room.

"Are you alright, Jinnie?" Felix asks, concerned.

"I'm good, Lix." Hyunjin says as he crawls onto his bed. "I'm just tired, that's all."

"Jinnie, you've been in your room a lot." says Felix. "You should join us."

Hyunjin shakes his head. "It's okay, Lix." he says. "I just want to relax for a while."

"At least let me join you." Felix says as he starts to crawl on the bed. But much to Hyunjin's surprise, Felix starts to crawl on top of him.

By the time all is said and done, Felix is straddling Hyunjin. The younger then takes Hyunjin's hands and places their palms together.

"Small hands." Hyunjin says softly as he compares the obvious size difference in their hands.

Felix smirks. "You weren't complaining when these small hands were on your dick." he said.

"I'm not complaining." said Hyunjin. "I think it's cute. You're cute, like a little chick. You're an angel from heaven."

"Sweet talker." Felix says as they interlock their fingers, making them hold hands.

Felix then pins Hyunjin's hands at either side of him as he takes control of the situation. Hyunjin willing lets the young Aussie do as he pleases.

Felix moves closer to Hyunjin before connecting their lips together in a sweet yet passionate kiss. Felix then starts making his way to Hyunjin's neck and starts kissing it, making the older moan with pleasure.

Felix tries not to get too carried away as he remembered he didn't lock the door behind him. He then carefully gets off of Hyunjin but lies next to him, wrapping his arm around the older's chest. Hyunjin hugs him back, and the 2 of them bask in each other's warmth.

"My mum would've loved you, Jinnie." Felix says as he remembers his mother. "Binnie, too."

"What happened to her?" Hyunjin asks as he plays with Felix's hair.

"She's dead." Felix says as a few tears fall from his eyes. "She sacrificed herself, protecting me from my dad."

"I'm so sorry, Lix." Hyunjin said as he hugged Felix a little tighter as to protect him from the world.

"I also never imagined I would ever have someone to love me either." Felix went on. "But look at me now, with 2 boyfriends."

"Why would you think that Lix?" Hyunjin asks. "You're the kind of person that anyone would love to spend the rest of their lives with."

"I thought so too once." Felix said as he began to remember the incident with John. Before he knew it, he was telling Hyunjin the whole story between him and John. He basically told the same story that he told Changbin.

By the time Felix finished, Hyunjin's eyes were dark and stormy. "If I ever run into this, John..." Hyunjin said.

"You'll do nothing." Felix interrupted. "He's back in Australia. I doubt he even remembers me."

"Still, he had no right to do that to you." Hyunjin said. "You didn't deserve that."

Felix hugs Hyunjin tighter. Knowing that he had 2 boyfriends that were willing to protect him made him warm and fuzzy inside.

"I'm so sorry I made you all worried about me." Hyunjin says. He still feels awful for putting everyone through hell with his reckless decision.

"Shh, it's okay, Jinnie." Felix says as he kisses Hyunjin's cheek. "It's in the past. I'm here for Jinnie. I'll protect you."

Hyunjin hugs Felix tighter, wanting to melt together with the younger. "I love you, Felix." he says. "My Felix. My angel."

"I love you too, Hyunjin." says Felix. "My love."

The 2 of them lay together in bed as if they were the only ones left on Earth. Hyunjin couldn't help but cry tears of happiness as he realizes that for the first time in 6 years, things are finally looking up for him. And he would never let go of this feeling. Of being loved.

A/N 16K reads. Thank you all for your continued love and support, and I'll see you next chapter.