⊹₊⋆Entry 43⊹₊⋆

10 1 0
                                    

October 15th, 2017

11:00 PM

Dear Diary,


Hey. Its been a while. Okay well its only a few days but whatever. I'm trying to make this uk.. something out of a wattpad.

I met with Sungie today, he wanted to meet up since it was a holiday yesterday (yes I knew). We decided to go to this restaurant near the agency, where we always went to. Its still the same every time, the shop owner always asks us when we're going to debut, and we always tell her its soon hehe.. this time I just smiled at her. 

We met up a bit late since I was around going for a job (2 companies replied back with a positive answer and they might consider me!) and he was busy with filming and schedules.

Apparently, they had gone to Gangneung a few days earlier. They went to the sea, ate at the central market and played relay skating at the ice rink. They ended the day with camping, and watching videos - videos I recorded for each of the members. I didn't mention this earlier, but I was given a task to say special words to everyone individually after I got eliminated. It was a bit tough, but oh well it happened. 

They talked a lot about me. Its cute because I talk about them to Mom too. And my friends as well. 

After eating, we headed out for a walk. It was silent. It wasn't awkward, but rather comfortable. That's when he suddenly hugged me, out of the blue. I was least expecting to hear sobs on my shoulder. 

I felt really bad. Why did I mess up the lyrics back then? I made him cry. I made everyone cry. I couldn't help but cry as well, oh this touched my heart so much. 

I pulled out and wiped his tears which didn't seem to stop flowing. I hugged him back, I never wanted to leave his embrace. I didn't want to leave. 

After a very difficult and lonely walk, I'm back home, safe and sound, but broken inside. Its not the end of the world, is it? My throat keeps hurting more and more with every word I write. 

Lee Minho's DiaryWhere stories live. Discover now