⊹₊⋆Entry 50⊹₊⋆

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October 27th, 2017
1:00 AM
Dear Diary,

Yay its my 50th entry :))

I'm back. I'm Lee Minho, and I'm officially a trainee again at JYPE. Praise me (I'm jk). 
We got back to the agency, with our bags and stuff, because we were apparently going to be staying for another 2-3 weeks here.

A few days prior to this, we had a talk with the producers of the show, who brought us back on track with everything that's been happening for the past few episodes. As of now, they're having a final mission to decide the official lineup for Stray Kids. This will be decided by a live broadcast, with people voting for us live (crazy). The twist is, they'd be voting either for a 6 member group or an 8 member group. Ofcourse the main decision lies in PDnim's hands, but the vote adds to the thrill. IURFESIHBVGKTHEBWFVKHBRXW

Anyways, before we refamiliarized ourselves with our surroundings and everywhere else, we had to go surprise the members. I felt kinda sad they weren't informed about our arrival, but I was praying they'd be glad to see us. 

Long story short this is what happened:
1. Members practicing choreo
2. PDnim barges in cutely
3. Briefs them about final mission 
4. Mentions us (me, Felix)
5. We barge in cutely
6. PDnim wishes us 9 good luck
7. PDnim unbarges in
8. We barge in the members not so cutely
9. We celebrate (yay!)

We later find ourselves recording a song (9 member ver.) in the studio. It was so clustered in there, but it felt good. IN THE SENSE IT WAS NICE TO BE WITH EVERYONE ELSE. 

After about 2-3 hours of recording, we end up at the dorm. It has been literally only 45 minutes since I escaped a people pile (yes a pile of dumb boys piled on top of each other). I thought I almost died. But whatever.

I'm so glad to be back. I don't even know if I will get to debut now, I'm cherishing these 2-3 weeks. But if I practice more, it could last for many years to come. I think I know what option I like :) 

Nowadays, I'm really interested in my personality/behavior with different people. I've noticed a subtle change in my behavior when I'm with different members. For members like Hyunjin, Channie Hyung, and little Binnie, I like to show my love for them less, be a bit strict with them, or maybe like a Tsundere behavior, yk what I mean? (I have no idea if that's even phrased correctly) I STILL LOVE THEM DEARLY >:( 

Wheras the youngers, a.k.a. Jeongin, Seungminnie, Felix and Ji, I find myself to be more uh.. direct with them. I doubt if they can possibly handle my hard jokes, so its better if I stay sweet to this lot. I don't even know why this was even needed, but whatever. 

I hear the others outside talking about a movie to watch. I'm gonna go before someone suggests a kids movie, horror's better. 

~LM

None of these chapters are proofread so lmk if there's anything messed up, thanks!



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