⊹₊⋆Entry 44⊹₊⋆

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October 16th, 2017

12:00 AM

Dear Diary,

I never knew a language mispronounciation could change a person's entire life course. Yongbokkie got eliminated. He called me up as he was packing up. Apparently his parents were in Australia at the moment and were taking the earliest flight to pick him up. Unfortunately, the flights for the upcoming week were either too expensive, or too long.

Both Mom and Dad didn't mind him staying over for the week. And ofcourse, I'd want my younger brother to stay over for a couple of days. He's so sweet though, he told he'd help us do our chores in return for the kind gesture. (We won't allow him to do that)

I picked him up from the agency entrance. Poor guy's eyes were red and swollen, just like mine that night. I could tell he was going to break down as soon as we saw each other, but he was such a pro at keeping his tears in.

Our ride back was a bit silent, but I tried to cheer him up in any way possible. He was so excited to see Soonie, Doongie and Dori! If I had the chance to adopt a 4th cat, It would be him. His face was really soft and pretty. His whiskers would be on his freckles, perfectly placed. His eyes were cat-like too; sharp and beautiful.

He updated me with the plans which took place after my... disperse. Apparently, they had a dance battle thing (?) with YG's trainees (Bang Yedam, Kim Doyoung, Park Jihoon, Kim Seunghun, Lee Midam, Choi Raesung and Jeon Woong). They were.. fantastic. They got tips from YG himself, and praises from the other trainees.

They were later invited to PDnim's house for lunch, where they were introduced to their next task, busking (A live street performance), where they performed School Life, Hellevator and a new song YAYAYA. Due to a mistake in his dance steps and pronounciation in his rap, Yongbok got eliminated, while Hyunjin stayed in the elimination risk.

When we reached home, I showed him around the house, and Mom welcomed him with a few snacks. He played with the cats for a bit, and had a nice chat with Dad, who came later. And as of now, my parents don't regret his company <3

Right now, he's sleeping. I'm on the floor, while he's on the bed. We managed to settle to this agreement that we switch places every night, otherwise he'd feel too guilty if we didn't hehe.

Update about me: I'm about uh.. lets say 20% over the fact that I won't be an idol, or mostly dancer anymore. I've officially fucked up all of my opportunities. Yongbok doesn't deserve the elimination though. He really doesn't. I feel bad.

I can hear his soft snores occasionally. It would be a good distraction from Dad's train like ones from the next room. Anyways, I don't feel sleepy at all, and I'm genuinely surprised Bokkie fell asleep so fast. But I'm off to sleep nonetheless. Goodnight.

~LM

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