⊹₊⋆Entry 54⊹₊⋆

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November 10th, 2017
9:00 AM
Dear Diary,

THERE'S ONLY 5 DAYS LEFT. AND I'M PANICKING SO MUCH.

My English ISN'T perfect, I still execute mistakes (lesser than usual but they still persist), my rap's all funky, and I have no hope for stable vocalization.

That's okay, it's completely fine. Scratch that it's not okay. KAURHSKFBRISNUTNEIA

I need a break. Or should I practice? I mean I cannot like absorb anything at this point, maybe let's go get some snacks NO! No I am not stepping out of this studio until I finish this with no flaws.

I cannot be more panicked than this, my heart beat is like soaring which isn't something I'd want just yet.

Because of this, just a few days ago, I think? I think I uh.. Fainted while practicing. I have no idea for how long I was unconscious because I woke up at the dorm after 4 hours. I'm not concerned about that, what my main concern is that I could have practiced something in the meantime 😩

I'll take like a 5 minute bre-

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11:00 AM

Well, I was kindapped. By Hyung and Jisung.

Why? Good question, I have no idea at all. 

They took me in a taxi, in which I fell asleep in (ofcourse) and found myself in this really 'teen-friendly cool vibey' photo studio. Because I was super drowsy (and naturally high on no sleep), I haven't got the slightest clue on what we really did. The only thing I remember was Hyung putting a poop hat on me. 

I was only awake when we went to a nearby cafe and drank some coffee, which was sooo yummy. Jisung had his cheesecake, and Hyung had even more coffee. Coffee. Coffee. Coffee. 

Coffee. 

Now I don't have the photos with me right now, but I found a few other photos yesterday:

Now I don't have the photos with me right now, but I found a few other photos yesterday:

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hehehehe I couldn't stop laughing

THIS IS A PHOTO OF HYUNG, I TOOK IT SECRETLY, I'm using extra tape so this doesn't fall out

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THIS IS A PHOTO OF HYUNG, I TOOK IT SECRETLY, I'm using extra tape so this doesn't fall out

THIS IS A PHOTO OF HYUNG, I TOOK IT SECRETLY, I'm using extra tape so this doesn't fall out

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this was my dad's jacket, I don't know why I had it on but I HATE MY HAIRSTYLE.

this was my dad's jacket, I don't know why I had it on but I HATE MY HAIRSTYLE

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Hyung took this one yesterday, poor guy was about to fly away~

(creds to owners)


I spent like 30 minutes doing this but I definitely feel more relaxed heh..
I think I'll head out to practice more. I don't feel so stressed now. My headache's gone too

Y'know what? I'm gonna do some English after. Yeah. LETS DO THIS.

~LM


aaand yeah its the phase which every wattpad writer goes through, irregular updates and laziness hahahaha

I've written a few chapters but I can't post them now ;-; 

And I'm terribly sorry for not updating often, I'm too busy..


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