Protective unnies

Chapter 33. In the middle

Why does my head hurt like this? I don't remember drinking last night. I rolled around in my bed to get more comfortable but was somehow restricted.

Jahoon: What in the world?

I opened my eyes with a squint and looked around until I noticed someone lying halfway on top of me. Who the hell is that? I don't remember returning back to the dorm or inviting someone back to my new place. Wait...

Jahoon: No way...

I moved my hand slowly and tucked a strand of hair away from her face. Just so I could confirm my suspicions.

Jahoon: Oh... god... What have I done?

When I got a clearer look at her face, my worst nightmare came true. Somehow last night, I had let go of myself and my conscience and somehow ended up sleeping with Seeun. For what I know is that I was out of my mind to do such a thing. I moved my arm and tried my best to wiggle away but ended up waking her instead.

Seeun: Jahoon?

Jahoon: It is late in the morning. You should get up, get dressed, and head home. I guess that the others are pretty much worried about you. You can use this bathroom, I will use the one in the guest room.

Before she could say anything, I quickly got up and tried to cover myself as best as possible before heading to the shower in the guest room. As soon as the water hit my face, I realized what kind of big mistake I had just committed. I shouldn't be doing this at all. I'm still dating Jiwon unnie even though I'm not with the group right now. But why does it feel like the right thing to do even when one part of me thinks it is a mistake? Don't tell me that I'm in love with two people? That my heart is split in two? This is bad... I'm playing with two people...

Jahoon: Maybe CEO-nim is right... I'm crazy... Where is the closest mental hospital? Maybe I should get myself committed before anyone else gets hurt by my actions.

Whatever I do, I might have to choose fast before I end up hurting them more than necessary. I finished my shower and got dressed before heading out to the kitchen, hoping that Seeun had gone home. To my surprise, I found her standing in the kitchen cooking. It was hard not to lie, but it smelled amazing, and even my stomach agreed.

Jahoon: I thought I told you to head home by now. You were gone all night without any messages after all.

I sat down on the chair near the kitchen counter and stared at Seeun. She turned around and served me a plate. Even the food looked amazing but looks could always be deceiving.

Seeun: I know you tried to chase me out of here but I figured that I could make you something to eat before I go as a thank you for letting me stay the night. Also don't worry, I already messaged the girls where I have gone and that they shouldn't worry. And since we don't have any schedules today, I can stay here a bit longer with you.

I sighed and just grabbed my spoon and began eating. As soon as my spoon hit my tongue, I froze. I didn't have to chew much before all of the colorful flavors hit my mouth. I never thought that I would ever say this. In between my bites, I glanced at Seeun who was eating her breakfast comfortably. Even though it was early in the morning and she hadn't gotten any makeup on at all, somehow she was still very beautiful... kind of like a goddess... There are not many people in my life that I would call a goddess except for my members and myself. I didn't notice that I was staring until Seeun looked at me with her head tilted. It made me choke on my food so I had to grab a glass of water unless I wanted to die. And it is not the time yet.

Seeun: Are you okay? Do you need more water or something?

Jahoon: I'm fine. The food just went down the wrong pipe.