sacrifices! kelsey plum🌹.

6.

kelsey🌸.

gigi and i walked into target cus i needed to grab a few supplies. sometimes it be hard to come in here because i be buying stuff i promised myself i wouldn't and end up spending way to much.

"okay gigi can go get paper towels for me ?" i asked and she nodded.

"hey keep your phone on and if you feel or see anyone watching or following you call me and try to find a women okay ?" i said.

"okay mom i will" she said.

the only reason im not going with her is because i have to go to practice in an hour and i wanna get this done before.

i walked to the food section and grabbed some items especially healthy items. 2 minutes later i started to call gigi cus i was getting worried.

i quickly went to the paper towels section where i saw gigi helping an elderly women.

"omg" i said holding my chest.

"mom you okay ?" gigi asked.

"yes i just i started to get worried and you weren't answering i was freaking out" i said.

"im sorry i didn't mean to scare you. i was helping this sweet lady out" she said.

"that's okay baby" i said grabbing some paper towels.

after about 10 minutes we finished shopping and went to the check out. luckily a lot of  people are still shopping.

"hey um is this your daughter ?" a women asked.

"yes ma'am, she is" i smiled.

"aww did you adopt her ?" she asked making my smile drop. cus ik where this is going.

"ah jeez here we go with this sh**" i said.

"no ma'am, she's my biological child" i said.

"ohh wait but she's -

"yeah black ik. her dads black and she took his skin tone. shes biracial even tho she doesn't look like it" i said irritatedly.

"ohh well i was just curious".

"more like you nosey as h*ll. idk see why it's any of your business if even she wasn't my biological daughter." i said.

"well i was just wondering how's she so dark if she mixed".

"look lady i just told you how. she took her dads skin tone & he was darkskin. idek why im explaining myself to you."

"like yall really just be racist for no d*** reason like wtf you do with your life ??".

"im just saying she should be with her dad. she's a black child she should be with a black man or woman".

"dpmo lol.. my daughter doesn't have a dad so please stfu. i love and care for her just like i would if she was a white child."

"idk why im entertaining you and yo bull tbh" i said.

"this lady needs to give this girl back to her people" she said to her friend.

"wth did you just say ?" i asked.

"hey it's okay just ignore her.. the lady's obviously ignorant as h*ll and ain't got sh** going for her. all she can do is bother people" a black man said.

"thank you" i said.

i watched as the tears rolled down gianna's face. she grabbed her phone and walked out. i was almost done shopping so.

"you see what you did to that young girl ? you hurt her beautiful soul. she's a CHILD. and you need to have some decency lady" i heard another white women say.

"i hope you find your dignity soon. because imagine stereotyping a CHILD. idk who raised you but starting with yo mama she should've whooped yo a**"

"i hope you heal from whatever or whoever hurt you. because hurt people hurt people. may God be with you and your bitter twisted soul".

"thank you guys" i said as i paid.

"keep the change" i said to the cashier. i walked to my car where i saw gigi sitting in the passenger seat. i finished loading the groceries before getting into the drivers seat.

"im so sorry baby. ik this is hard for you and it's hard for me too. don't let this racist white folks get to you. your my child and yk that."

"birthing you was painful, but the best day of my life even tho your head wouldn't come out and i had to have a c-section" i said making her laugh.

"see there's that gorgeous smile." i said kissing her forehead.

gianna🦋.

"you should've whooped her ahh" aunt jackie said as i walked into the kitchen from my nap.

"hey baby how was your nap ?" my mom asked me.

"good napping after you cried a lot always hit" i said sitting down beside aunt jackie.

"im so sorry you had to go through that.. but yk kelsey is your mother and cant nb say or do anything to change that" aunt jackie said hugging me.

"thank you tete" i said.

"no the fact that this is real life. like i get it she has a darker completion and some people might wanna know if you genuinely adopted but she gave off racist vibe from the start" my mom said.

"no because give her back to her people that would've made me push her sh** back real quick tete said.

"yeah ik.. i was thinking in my head im so glad jack ain't here omg. it would've been worse"

"yeah cus i was gone show my a** ian lying. ian down for the racist sh** fr" she added.

the gc with me, kk, juju, and jada texted and asked me if i was okay. im glad to have friends like them because i really needed that.

ik it's hard on my mom just as much as it is me. she had to watch me get stereotyped and she had to watch me break down and lose confidence.

"and i literally told this lady that her daddy is black and she just took his skin tone and she was acting like she could not comprehend well" my mom said.

"probably can't.. dumb ahh" tete said making me giggle.

"so im taking you anywhere you want to cheer you up. ik i will never understand your pain but as your mother i can feel it too" she said hugging me.

"thank you mommy" i mumbled.

"ofc yk i always gotchu baby. your skin is beautiful the way it is. just like your dad and your aunt jackie nothing will ever change that" she said and i nodded.

"and your mom has things for black men" tete said.

"i think she knows that" my mom said making me laugh.

we decided to go hang out by the pool and my mom let me invite the girls to come over and hang too. i changed my clothes and put on bathing suit with jean shorts on top.

chapter 6😝! again i had to be realistic cus it's always that ONE IGNORANT person. i wish jack attack was there. she would've whooped her 😭. vote & comment💋!