I'm a star
I shine as bright as the sun
Everyone loves this star
Everyone lives for this star
I live to be this star , I live to be as bright as this star , I live to be hot as this star
I wish to be this everyday all day.
Not everyday in the day
At night I feel like a piece of glass getting stepped on constantly , getting broken constantly , get crushed constantly.
I'm surprised I'm still living on this earth
"Ariel , baby I need a favor" my mom said
"Ma if it got something to do with that michael man I'm not doing it" I said
"Baby , just this once I won't bring him up again" she said
"Look I just got in , can I just please change and get settled in ... I just walked in" I said
"But baby list- " she said but I cut her off
"Ma , stop " I said walking upstairs to my room
I opened my room door and there he was sitting on my bed.
"Why are you in here" I said
"Oh , your mommy didn't tell you" he said
"Look I don't know what you're talking about but get out my room" I said with an attitude
"Attitude huh , its sexy" he said standing off my bed
I met michael when I was about 15. I found out my mom did drugs and she always wanted to me to lie to him and fake cry. So she could get away with not paying him. I hated him , I would kill him if I could. He beat my mama , raped her , made her sleep with different men and she let him. I hated her for even tolerating the stuff he out her through.
"Come here girl" he said
"Noo , bag back" I said
"I'm not gone hurt you " he said
"Ma" I screamed
She ran upstairs and looked at me and him
"Get him out" I said
"Baby just do me a favor please" she said
"What " I said loudly
"He's not gonna hurt you ariel" she said
"Ariel" he said running his hands through my hair
I smacked his hand and looked back at my mama
"Mama get him" I yelled
"You want this don't you" Michael said pulling out drugs from his pocket
"Baby it will just be for a minute" she said
"Nooo" I said
"It will just be for a minute , I promise ... I'll be right here by the door" she said shutting the door
He started roaming his hands on my body and I hit his hand every time he touched me.
"If you do anything to me , I swear I'll call the police" I said
"You think I care about that" he said
"Look , can you just leave " I said walking back from him.
"I'm not leaving till I get what I want" he said walking closer and closer to me
"I don't have nothing you want" I said
"Oh , you have everything I want , no come here" he said grabbing me
"Let me go" I said fighting him off
I slapped him in his face , then he held his face and I threw my lamp at his face and blood ran down his face and I ran towards my room door to leave and it wouldn't open.
"Open the door , ma please" I yelled
I was grabbed from behind and threw on the bed
"Get off of me " I said
I suddenly felt a sting come across my face , he had hit me and a tear rolled down my face.
I still continued to fight back
"Look little girl we can end this good or bad. Pick one" he said holding his pistol against my head
I sat there scared for my life.
He then pulled a bag out his pocket and it was coke he lined it up on my dresser and held my head to it.
"Nooo" I screamed forcing my head back up
"Sniff it " he yelled
"No" I said
He then hit me in my face repeatedly until I sniffed it up. He then threw me on the bed and piece by piece he ripped off my clothes.
"Stoopp" I yelled
He then hit me again
"If you yell one more time I swear I'll kill you " he said
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It's the next morning and last night had to be the worst . I was sore in between my legs , and I was bleeding. I hated my mom for letting this happen , she did this for a high and I hated it. It was Monday and of course school was in about 1hr & 30min so I was getting ready. I never missed a day of school , things happen to me everyday but I don't let that affect me in school because to me school is the only way out. I went to the bathroom and my face was covered in bruises. I had some foundation so I began patting my face until the scars weren't noticeable. I didn't use to much so the makeup wasnt all caked up on my face. I put on my light colored jeans with my all white tank top and blue blazer with my silver heels. I put on some clear lip gloss with some eyeliner mascara a silver heart necklace with a blue bracelet. I grabbed my blue and white chanel purse and I grabbed my wallet to match and switched my cards and etc. I threw my walet In my purse and grabbed my books and grabbed my phone and called Devin to tell him I was ready. Devin was like my brother I've known him since 4th grade.
"You ready" he said
"You know it"I said
"I'm on the way" he said
Then the conversation ended
I walked back into the bathroom and looked at myself. This is when I changed my whole self to somebody else. I wasn't the ariel that was at home. I was someone totally different. The Ariel that I was at school forgot about what happend last night. the ariel I was at school didn't go through what the at home Ariel goes through.
I put a smile on my face and I grabbed my phone and took a selfie.
Now this was the ariel I wish I was all the time. Not just in the day
Ariel in the multimedia
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