L.O.V.E

Harmony . This Life

I swear everything's been so hard. Its been 3 days and I've had so much pain lately . I just don't understand , I'm so tired of basically running from Joseph , I just want to live life like a regular person would after a break up.

Its about 12:00 and I'm sitting out here on Louis and Cromwell with all the drug dealers and prostitutes and pimps . I need to find some way to get some money because I can't live like this

"Hey beautiful" someone with a deep voice said interrupting my thoughts

"Um hi" I said shyly

This man was light skin , he was tall and his voice was deep. He had brown eyes and was wearing a all black Versace shirt with some black Versace jeans and some black Versace shoes. He wore a pair of Versace shades and a gold chain and a gold Rolex.

"So why you on this corner sexy" he said getting closer to me

"Um , nothing" I said about to get up.

"Nah , don't be scared .. You wanna make some money" he said

"Um , I don't know .. Doing what" I asked .

"Doing what the rest of my bitches doing , you see em" he said pointing to the prostitutes

"Um nooo , i--

"Well get the fuck off my motherfucking corner" he said aggressively

I grabbed my bag and stood up quickly.

When I got up , he then smacked my ass hard and I didn't say a word I just flinched and begin to speed walk

I walked for hours and I checked the time on my phone and it was 4:28 and I was soooo tired. It was times like this where I wanted to give up. I couldn't do this anymore

I'm young and I don't have nothing. My only friend is not my friend. I don't know anybody since I stayed in the house I haven't talk to my mother in a whole year. I have no degrees , no job .. Just a highschool diploma and the clothes on my back

As I was walking I seen a car at the red light and it was a red. I couldn't really see but it looked like a camero or challenger.  They all look the same to me honestly .

"Aye" the man in the car said

I didn't respond I just kept walking

"Why you walking out here this late" he said

"Um , I'm fine .. You can drive" I said

"You don't look like you fine" he said

I just gave him a look , that said go away

"I didn't mean like the way you look or you know cause you pr-  he somewhat stuttered

"Look what do you want , if you tryna get me to sell my cupcake then get the fuck on"I said

"Yo cupcake? Baby girl what is you talking bout. Look I be seeing you on Louis and Cromwell and you just be sitting there like I always wanted to speak but you always looked all angry and shit. Plus you bad as hell , why the fuck you living like this" he said

"Look , I don't know you enough for me to be telling you all my business so can you just go , thank you" I said

He then got out the car and jogged towards me .. I was a little skeptical so I jumped

"I ain't tryna hurt you ma , but I'm king" he said holding his hand out

"King" I said

"Yeah , why you say it like that" he said

"Well because I've never heard of someone named king" I said

"Well maybe you never met one" he said

"Wow , nice one" I said giggling

We sat on his car for maybe an hour and we just talked and it was so crazy how I just met him but felt like I could tell him the whole world.

"So where you sleeping tonight" he said

"Um  , honestly .. I don't know" I said

"Cmon" he said

"I know we been sitting here for a minute and was talking but I'm not getting in your car" I said

"Okay , well its cold and its 5 in the morning I'm finna go" he said

I stood there looking hopeless and he got in his car and cranked it up and turned on his heat and by the sound of it , you could tell it blew good"

"Hey" I said

"Get in" he said

I rolled my eyes , and thought about this decision I'm making and I'm kind of scared but hopefully I'm safe.

I got in the car and we begin to ride

"So where are we going" I said

"Just ride" he said

"I'm bout to fuck this cash up on as new toy , bout to fuck this cash up on a new toy , you can't understand us cause you to soft"

The song by future stick talk blasted through the speakers

"We be talking stick talk , we be talking bricks to , we be talking lick talk and imma fuck ya bitch to"

We both sung as we were riding and I don't know why but I was just a little hype

"What you know about future" he said laughing

"More than you" I said

We rode and laughed and talked until we pulled up to this condo which looked good from the outside

"This your place" I said

"Yeah" he said

"You can get out , I'm not gone bite" he said

"You might" I said

"Only if you want me to" he said seductively

honestly it turned me on just a little bit

We walked up the stairs and we went to his door A29

He opened the door and his home was decorated good being that he's a guy

I stood in the middle of his beautiful black carpet.

Did I just welcome myself to a strangers home ?