L.O.V.E

Harmony . The HideAway

I was still staying at teirra's house and its been 2 weeks and honestly its been cool spending time with my best friend but at the same time I really ready to move on. I was actually thinking of asking her for $120 so I could move back to Georgia with my mom and dad. I going to pay her back as soon as I get the money. Anyways every since I've been staying here I haven't been out anywhere , I stay in the house 24/7. Teirra tries to get me out but I always refuse being that I don't even want to run into Joseph of any or his family members or any of his friends.

"Harmony" teirra yelled

"Yeah" I yelled back

"Come here" she yelled

I put on my Ralph Lauren pink and white pajamas and went into the living room

"Wassup" I said

"Let's go somewhere today" she said

"Um , I don't know tee" I said

"Omg harm , why are you so scared" she said

"Look I don't wanna talk about this " I said and proceeded to walk away

"Harmony your fucked up wedding was 2 weeks ago. Get over it , you know what you're scary. Youre just so useless , you have no money , no family , no notbing , I wonder why Joseph even stayed with you" she said

I turned around and walked a little closer to her and just looked her in her eyes . I then slapped her in her face and she stood there looking. I walked off letting her stand there and look foolish. I went upstairs and started packing my things.

I couldn't believe she even said something like that to me like I didn't understand.

She was supposed to be my best friend
And for her to talk to me like I don't even matter , I don't know where I was gonna go but I was leaving .

After all my stuff was packed , I called my card and I had $55 dollars. It wasn't even enough for a hotel room.

I was gonna figure something out

I walked to the living room with my things and just looked at teirra , she looked at me and then I just opened the front door and left.

I walked down the st. Of Louis & Cromwell st. With a small bag of clothes I had. Teirra bought me some stuff but anyways ...

I didn't know where I was gonna go. I had no money except for $55 dollars and where was that gonna lead me

This is hard I swear

There was something telling me to just go back and apologize to Joseph for embarrassing him . I mean when I was with him at least I had water food shelter clothes shoes and everything else even though I got beat the shit out of I still had.

"Harm noo noo , don't think like that" I said to myself

I couldn't go back , I couldn't but Damn.