Rebelle House

23. Lies We Tell Ourselves.

Weeks have gone by having us all in suspense as it almost reaches the ninth week mark for me to have a DNA test to see who the baby's dad was.

Out with Chad, I get a hot chocolate until Lori walks up smacking me for snitching on her for hooking up with Ronan.

"You fucking bitch," She says as bruises are visible on her chest but she covers it more while my eyes find more near her forehead.

Chad wedges himself in the middle, "Don't touch her, alright?"

Lori scoffs, "You have bodyguards now?"

Capri and Lilac come around the corner from getting something at the exotic adult store for work.

"Ayla–" Lilac says, concerned but Lori glares at her, "She had me in Juniper's torture chamber for weeks and you're worried about her?" Lilac scratches the back of her own neck, "She was almost dead on the floor in front of us..." Capri sighs, "How are you?" She asks me.

Rubbing my cheek, "Fine, I have a little more warmth thanks to Lori's suggestive way to say hi."

Chad makes sure Lori couldn't weasel her way in more as she gets closer, "They might not have the same resentment I have towards you, but if you ever tell Juniper something else that I've done," She glares more, "I'll kill you myself," I laughed now, "You? Kill me? Sure. Whatever helps you through the day," Now walking off, I hear her say, "You think Juniper let you go just to spare you? She's waiting to take you out completely after she found out Ronan and you might be expecting a bundle of joy."

Now pissed, I take my hot chocolate, throwing it on her as it is still hot, having her scream as the dark liquid lands onto her neck.

"Bitch!" She wines out feeling her skin start to simmer down leaving small blisters now.

Lilac and Capri take her away while Chad does the same to me.

"Juniper did one hell of a job picking that one," Chad says, holding the car door open, having me get in.

I scoffed, "We're the psychotic Brady Bunch."

Driving us back to the Jorn's still not wanting to risk being alone and vulnerable enough to get killed at his apartment or club, Chad parks in the gravel but doesn't get out facing me.

"Ayla, I never tell you what to do but Will and Aero have been playing the baby's dad without even knowing. Do you even really actually have a connection with either one of them? Besides, you know? Sex?"

Sighing, I say, "Will and I talk more on an emotional level while I just started being more open with Aero who is trying to understand the dark parts of me...who--how I became me."

"But Will actually wants to be there as to Aero? He's very confusing."

Holding the bridge of my nose then laying my head back, I sighed more, "I don't know. Okay? I haven't really just sat them down and worked it out."

Chad now getting out, goes over to my side opening my door, "Maybe you should before you get further along and your hormones fuck it up for everyone," He jokingly but seriously says.

"Fine. Tonight."

Furrowing his eyebrows, I cut him off and said, "Paul, Daniel and you have plans. Paul told me yesterday. The car show? Remember?"

Trying to think back on the conversation made him nod, "Right, we're supposed to meet up with a colleague of mine."

I nod, "Yeah, so take all the time that you need, I'll be sorting out my bullshit."

Hours later

Paul, Daniel and Chad leave like they said they would leaving me with Will and Aero.

Still kind of sore around my side where the shard of glass penetrated, I fill the bathtub with ice getting in and laying inside for a bit until Will knocked on the bathroom door.

"We're going to order takeout. Got a request?"

I think on it then say, "You pick. I'll eat whatever."

Going to head back out I stop him, "Hey, Jorn?" I say looking at him as all the ice is floating on top of my naked body.

"Yeah?" He says with his arms now folded.

"I need to talk with you and Aero...think we can? After I'm done here?"

Now nodding, releasing his arms to his side, he agrees then leaves me to get out wrapping myself in a bathrobe.

A few minutes goes by as I go out and have them sit in front of me in Will's room.

"Boundaries. That's what we need until this baby is born...if it even makes it," I mumbled but cleared my throat looking at both men.

Aero shrugs, "What kind of boundaries?" Will nods, "Yeah? What do you want us to stop doing? Or start doing better?"

My hormones start to kick in now looking at both feeling an intense bit of hor–

"I–okay so this whole trying to take care of me 24/7? Can we dim that? I don't need all around the clock care."

Will shakes his head about to disagree until Aero agrees with me having them both start to argue.

To shut both of them up not really into all the bickering, I kiss one then kiss the other having both look to me almost hypnotized.

"Either one of you could be a good dad, I see that, better than Ronan. But I don't need to be smothered. Agreed?"

Aero not even focusing on what I'm saying is eyeing the bit of cleavage peeking through the robe I have on.

Due to being pregnant my breasts have gotten bigger, having them seem like I had work done on both.

Will keeps his eyes on my lips, then trails down to my legs.

Both brothers ready to jump into bed if I really wanted...and fuck did I ever.

I try to make another boundary but all I could think is, I never had both at the same time...man did that bring me closer to a fantasy I could make a reality right now. 

Fuck it.

Bringing both on the bed by their shirts, I kiss Will then feel Aero kissing my neck bringing the robe down having my shoulders more revealed kissing down to my back.

"Wait," I say, already feeling my breath get caught in my throat, "You guys are okay with a threesome?"

Both brother's looked at one another than at me and continued going all the way.

When it was over, it just left us with a whole bunch of emotions we now can't keep down.

Now it's starting to look like the lies we told ourselves to keep anything from growing weren't going to be enough anymore.