𝐈 𝐅𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐘𝐨𝐮 | 𝑮𝒙𝑮 ✎

𝐊𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐒𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡 p9 "Indirect kiss"

𝐂𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐚

My eyes and throat feel tight, and I think that I might cry, but it's too sudden for me to realize that I'm already crying.
I just woke up, and suddenly it happened, all my teardrops and my confused face.
I tried to think about a nightmare, but I had a good sleep last night, I was too tired to think about anything.
It happens a lot, to be honest, and here we go for today.

I wake up some mornings and find myself crying without getting mad or sad about something. There's no reason for my crying, actually.

𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝒉𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝒉𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝐼 𝒉𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑟.

Don't be mistaken, I did nothing wrong.

I just had a sufferable past.
And I destroyed all the things that bothered me, so I'm not a villain.

I wipe my tears away and try to pull myself together, such a mess I am.

* * *

After I took a shower, I felt better, and now, I am ready to work the whole day!
There are too many papers and some of the "CEO" contracts I have to check, not important contracts of "Katrina" cause those important contracts are not getting checked in my department, so here we go for the same papers and new tasks!!!

"You're working hard again."
He whispered into my ear with his soft voice.

"Wow!!! Hey!!!"
I was about to shout out loud, but I took control of it.

I turned my chair and saw Liam. Oh my goodness.

He always gives my bi panics, or better say:
"He and CEO Katrina."
They give me bi panics every day.

"Salute! You scared me."
I said and smiled and stood up toward him.

"Didn't mean to, darling, is everything okay? You're losing the break time."
He said and grinned.

"I see. you come to appear whenever it's break time, is it because that's the only time you're off?"
I said and giggled a bit.

"Well, what can I say, I can never lose our "drinking coffee" time together."
He said and winked.

𝑶𝒉 𝒏𝒐, 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏.

Now I remember the time when Katrina and I were in the kitchen and drinking coffee together, I was waiting for her to come and whisper into my ear instead of Liam, actually.
But she doesn't have time.
I think seeing her is something that happens only by chance.
So, should I consider myself lucky?

I didn't want to refuse him, I didn't want to be greedy and only think all about "Katrina."

On the other hand, she has lots of women to spend her time with, so why can't I have some fun myself? It's not like we have a special relationship or other shitty things I can't tell her.

Katrina opens the department's door and looks straight into my eyes.

I wanted to wave a hand to her just as always I did, and say hello with a warm smile on my fucking face, but I don't know what makes to have a feeling like... Anger, or Jealousy?
What the shit.

Anyways, I looked at her with no reaction and...

Something bad happens.

I suddenly hold Liam's hands and get close to him, as close as I can.
And turned my face "only to him" while Katrina was still standing there watching us.

Why am I doing this shit?

And then I look into Liam's eyes.
His eyes have flecks of gold in them; it's hard not to stare at the strange combination.