Life is Just A Dream [CH fanfic]

Dont try to make me feel better

Hey guys hope you enjoy this chapter, I couldn't get the audio that I wanted on here but heres the audio Machines by Biffy Clyro. Anyways enjoy.

Esme's Part-
After Calum drove off I continued to let tears roll down my cheeks. I dont think he heard me. Otherwise maybe he would have stopped. But I doubt it. He probably hates me now since I told him to stay away from me and to leave me alone.

But its for the best. Because everytime I see him I just wanna kiss him but I know that I cant because were not together anymore and he probably just wants to forget about me so he can go on with his life. Im only holding him back. Thats why I said thoughs things to him so he could hate me and just leave so he wouldn't miss me while on tour. Because I dont want him to be sad on tour I want him to be happy and sourrouned by his loved ones.

About ten minutes after he left I started walking home. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I took it out to read the text message. It was from Luke.

To Smee: whatever happened between you and Calum a few minutes ago dont listen to him. I know I wasn't there to hear what he said but if he said something stupid or hurtful still... dont listen to him.

I didnt respond, only because I didn't feel like talking to anybody or wanting to listen to whatever anybody has to say.

I continued to walk home when my phone vibrated again.

To Smee: dammit answer me. I need to know if you okay!

I still didn't respond I wasn't okay I was miserable but I also dont want anyone to try and make me feel happy or at least a little bit better because nothing will. My phone kept on vibrating but I didnt look at it. I just wanted to get home and cry into my pillow and be left alone.
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Once I came into distance with my house I saw my moms car parked in the drive way. Great she's gonna want to know what happened. Im just gonna go straight to my room and avoid any questions.

Once I opened the door I was greeted by my mom she was comimg down the stair case carrying a luggage.

"Hey honey, where were you." She said meeting me at the bottom of the stair case. "At the park." I said blankly. She just nodded. "Where are you going?" I asked looking at he suitcase. "Oh im sorry I have a business trip, but ill only be gone for a week, I left some money on your dresser in your room, its only seven hundred dollars, spend it wisely okay, I love you." She said walking towards the door. "Love you to." I said and with that she closed the door and left.

Well at least I know now that I wont be bothered. I walked towards the door and locked it. Just to be safe.

I ran up to my room and closed the door. I fell back onto my bed and pulled out my phone to review the millions of text messages I had.

To Smee: Will you just please... FUCKING ANSWER ME.

To Smee: okay look I know your probably upset right now but nither you or calum are responding, I just want to make sure your alright.

To Smee: Fine dont answer all I wanted to do was see if your okay and your just ignoring me.

To Smee: but please call me if you need anything, I can be at your house with chocolate ice cream, cookie dough, chip's, candy, and movies, so please call me if you need anything okay. Bye.

I threw my phone on the floor now becoming angry at myself for ignoring Luke when all he wanted to know if I was alright.

I crawled under my blankets and just let all the emotions I had in my body come out.

I was crying so loud that the neighborhood could probably hear me. As I was crying I heard my bedroom door open. I stayed still and completely quiet. I was scared that it was an intruder because I locked the front door.