Life is Just A Dream [CH fanfic]

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Just so you know the picture at the top is Sindy.
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Right now Graciela and I are sitting on the couch talking. It had been three days since the whole Adam thing. The furniture people came and already delivered the bed and stuff and Sindy, Graciela and I already decorated the room.

I haven't talked to any of the boys because I know there gonna yell at me for inviting someone I just met inside my house.

We were waiting for Sindy to get back from the store because she went to get popcorn since we were out of some because we were gonna watch movies.

We heard the front door open then we saw Sindy. My mouth dropped. She was wearing a crop top, with white shorts and she died her hair lighter. Well no wonder it took her forever.

"Why did you dye your hair, and why are you all dressed up, I thought we were gonna watch movies." I said looking down to my baggy gray sweatpants and my white pull over hoodie.

"We are, its just that Micheal said he would Skype me later." She said placing a bag of popcorn in the microwave. "Why did you dye your hair then?" Asked Graciela. "I thought I should do something different." She said shrugging. We nodded.

She sat down and looked to her feet. "What." I said looking at her since she was looking suspicious. "Nothing its just that Micheal said he'll call in five minutes." She said giving me an innocent smile. "But what about are movie marathon." I asked while I got up to take the bag of popcorn out of the microwave.

"We can still have it, how about after we Skype Micheal, oh also Luke and Ashton are gonna be there because they also want to talk to you." She said. I nodded. "Okay, im gonna have to talk to them sooner or later, I go grab my laptop." I said.

I jogged upstairs and grabbed my laptop and headed back into the living room. I Opened my Laptop and Sindy logged on. Two minutes later Micheals name pop up and I jumped behind the couch not wanting to speak. I hid behind to couch where I heard Micheals voice. "Hey babe how are you." I heard him say. "Hi baby, im good im just here at Esme's house with Esme and Graciela.

"Hey." I heard Graci say. "Hey, Ashton coming he had to use the restroom." Said Micheal. "Okay." I heard Graci say.

"Hey baby." I heard Ashtons voice through the laptop. "Hey babe I miss you and can't wait to see you soon." Said Graci. "I know nither can we." Said Ashton.

"Hey guys." Said Another voice. "Ah damn. Thats Luke. He's gonna wanna know where I am. "What are you guys doing." I heard Luke say. "Oh were just hanging out gonna watch some movies in a bit." Said Sindy. "Thats good, where's Esme." He said.

Shit. I need to get out of here. I quietly but quickly crawled out from behind the couch and stood on my feet and ran towards the kitchen. "Hey not so fast I saw you in the background Smee, get over here." I heard Luke say. I stopped in my tracks.

"I thought you guys had my back." I yelled/ whisperd to Sindy and Graciela. They just shrugged. I slowly walked to the couch and sat down next to Sindy.

"Thers she is." Said Micheal. "Its about time you talk to us." Said Luke clappig his hands. I just shrugged. "Guys I dont wanna talk about this right now, I just wanna act like it never happened." I said looking down.

"Fine okay, but just to warn you when we see you we are all gonna have a talk about what happened." Said Ashton. I nodded. "Including Calum." Said Micheal.

My head shot up. "What, why, he doesn't want to talk to me, he hates me." I said. "He doesn't hate you Smee he's just mad at himself because he hurt you." Said Luke. I shook my head. "Yeah right." I mumbled loud enough for them to hear it.

"I dont hate you Esme." I heard another voice say. I looked up to see Calum now on the screen with the boys. I felt my heart race.

"I dont hate you okay, im just really pissed right now and im such and idiot for letting you go and I dont know what to do." He said getting closer to the screen a bit. "Why are you mad." I said.

"Because im a fucking idiot for letting you go and then some fucker comes and tries to have sex with you, and I wasn't there to stop him and beat the shit of of them." He said.

"Its okay." I said. "No its not okay, its definitely not." He said. I couldn't take this anymore I can't sit in front of a computer and talk to him or about the whole Adam thing right now. "Im sorry." I said before I got up and ran to my room.

I closed the door swiftly and laid on my bed. I heard a knock at the door. "It open." I said lazily. "Hey." Said Graciela. "Was up." I said with my now glossy eyes.

"Are you okay." She said. "Im fine I just cant handle talking to him right now, I dont know why I just can't." I said. "Its okay, he understands." She said taking a seat next to me.

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Calums part-

"Im sorry." She said then got up and left. "Ill go check on her." Said Graciela. "Im such a fucking idiot." I said. "She's just going through a lot right now Calum." I heard sindy say. I nodded.

"Im just gonna go, im gonna see how she's doing also." Said Sindy. "Okay babe well ill talk to you later." Said Micheal waving at the camera. "Okay, love you." She said. "Love you too." Said Micheal. Then the call disconnect.

I got up angrily and punched the wall. "Gosh im so stupid." I said. "Calum just relax okay she'll talk to you when she's ready, she probably just got overwhelmed." Said Ashton.

"Yeah because of me, its all my fault, and I wasn't there to fucking protect her, just like last time." I said.

"Its not your fault okay, and last time it wasn't either, she's just going through a lot right now and she just stuck in the middle she doesn't know what to do." Said Luke.

Yeah it is, its my fault if I hadn't hurt her, broke her heart, she wouldn't be hurting like she is right now and she wouldn't be scared of me.

I can't take seen her hurt and sad, when I get back im gonna make it up to her. I really need to.

"I just love her so much." I said as I tried to hold back my tears. "Its okay Calum, she loves you to, she's just scared because of what happened but when you show her how sorry you are she's gonna forgive you, because she loves you." Said Micheal. I nodded my head.

"I will, thats the first thing im gonna do, im gonna show her how much I still love her and how sorry I am and then we'll just see how it goes from there." I said.

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Hey guys I hope you liked this chapter yeah ik its short but I wanted to do an update before I get busy because school is gonna start in 2 days for me and im getting really busy so here was a little update for you guys I hope you guys liked it and dont worried im gonna update as much as I can and I mean it okay bye. Ex.