Life is Just A Dream [CH fanfic]

Plane rides

I was sitting there speech less. I dont know what to say. I mean it would be fun and all but I cant leave my mom, well actually I can but I still would miss being home. I have a baby on the way and I dont know how I could stay on the move 24/7.

Calum was nibbling on his bottom lip waiting for an answer while I sat there looking stupid not knowing what to say. His adorable eyes searched my face for any kind of expression or excitement but he fail on finding it.

"Babe?" He said. "I-I dont know Calum." I said.

"Its a big step. I have a baby on the way and I get home sick so easily I just dont know If I can. I dont know how ill stay on the move 24/7 and keep up with you guys. I cant leave Graciela and Sindy behind either. There my bestfriends Calum." I said.

His face fell into a frown. "We asked Graciela and Sindy to come....they said yes. Only because we told them that you were going." He said.

"Why would you tell them that." I said. "Because we thought you would say yes." He said looking at me with glossy eyes.

I sighed. "Whose we Calum." I said. "Michael, Ashton, Luke, and I." He said like a little 2nd grader thats getting in trouble.

"Calum, I dont know if I can say yes to that. I mean yes I love you so much and I would do anything for you but, this is a really big step and I dont know if I can do it." I said standing up and walking to the kitchen.

"What do you mean you dont think you can do it." He said angrily as he followed me into the kitchen.

"Whats stopping you from saying yes." He said grabbing me by the wrist and pulling me around and close to him so that our faces were only inches apart.

He let go of my wrist and steadied his hands on my waist. "Whats keeping you here." He said calmly while he stared into my eyes.

"This town, my house, everything. I'll miss is so much and I dont know how I'll be able to keep up with you every second." I said.

"Thats why I wont let you out of my sight. You'll be with Sindy and Graciela and you'll be having so much fun exploring new places and trying new things that you wont miss whats back home. Of couse you'll have your moments when you see something or hear something that reminds you of home but I'll be there to hold you and comfort you." He said.

I looked up at him and took a deep breath. "Okay I'll go." I said.

His face lit up and he picked me up and spun me around. He peppered my face with kisses while he continued to spin me around. He set me down and let me regain my balance before he picked me up again and ran upstairs.

I screamed. "Calum careful dont fall cause if you fall I fall with you." I said while he sprinted upstairs.

"You wont regret this baby." He said. While he ran into my room and threw me on the bed.

"He ran towards my closet and pulled out a big suitcase. " C'mon you gotta start packing babe." He said.

I laughed and jumped off my bed. I pulled out three more suitcases and set them on my bed. "One suitcase isn't gonna be enough." I said.

He looked at me and chuckled. "I love you babe." He said and leaned down and kissed my cheek. "I love you too.
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Here we are finding out seats on the plane in first class. Every step I took my legs shook and I whenever I would try to reach for something my hands would shake like crazy.

I haven't been on a plane since I was three and I'm terrified of planes. I've always had this thought that while were up in the sky that will get hit by something and fall and die or the engine will stop working or will run out of gas or something and will fall and die.