I woke up with crusty tears around my eyes. My mouth was dry and I was still wearing the same cloths as yesterday.
I kept on thinking about the text message I got from Calum last night. He did hear me when I chased after him. Maybe he does love me. Still. Im such an idiot. I said some hurtful stuff to him I didnt mean and I probably broke his heart to.
I only said thoughs things so that it would be easier for us to move on because I know thats what he wants so he can go on tour without me being sad and heartbroken.
Im just gonna have to be strong even though im hurting so much on the inside. I cant let him see that. Otherwise hes gonna see that im hurting and I dont want him to see me like this because I dont want to ruin him having a good time on tour.
I walked over to my bathroom and brushed my teeth. I jumped into the shower so I could be refreshed and not look like crap.
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After I got out from the shower. I walked over to my closest and pulled out my gray hoodie, and my black skinny jeans. I slipped on my jeans and my hoodie and put on ny black converses. I let my hair air dry so it could get its natrual wavy cruls.I walked over to my dresser and grabbed some of the money my mom left me and my car keys.
I figured that I should go out and buy some groceries for the house since my moms gone and she wont be able to do it. And also for I wont starve.
I got in my car and started driving towards the grocery store.
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Once I got to the store I hopped out of the car and locked it. I walked inside the store to be hit with a smell of fresh baked cinommon rolls that were coming from the bakery side.I grabbed a cart and started walking down aisles. I grabbed some milk, egges, and juice. I walked over to the deli section where I grabbed so turkey, and ham to make sandwiches.
Next I went to get some bread. I grabbed whole wheat bread, and some plain white bread.
I walked over to the cereal aisle and grabbed three different boxes. Frosted flakes, cinommon toast crunch, and honey nut cheerios.
The last couple of things I was gonna grab were some sweets for our sweet cabinet. I walked over to the sweet aisle and grabbed some cookies, and candy.
I was trying to reach a last bag of candy that was on the top shelf but I couldn't it was to high. Even if I stepped on my tiptoes I still couldnt reach it. As I was about to give up an arm stretched above my head, and grabbed the bag of candy I wanted.
I turned around to see who it was and a smile spread across my face. I wrapped my arms around him and gave him a tight squeeze. "Im so glad to see you." I said while I broke the hug.
"Are you kidding me I was so mad at you because you never texted me back and I didn't know if you were okay or not, im just gald that Micheal stopped by to see you." He said.
"Im sorry Luke, I was just not in the mood to talk, and I was just so sad and mad I didn't want to respond either." I said.
"Its okay I had my hands full anyways, I had to deal with Calum." He said. My smile turned into a frown when I heard his name. "Whats wrong." He said. "Oh nothing, I just wasn't expecting to hear his name today or talk about him." I said looking to the floor.
Luke's eyes quickly wondered down both sides of the aisle. He looked like he had done something and was looking out for anybody that would know he was the one who had done it.
"Whats wrong, you look like you hiding from someone." I said. "What, oh sorry its nothing just making sure no crazy fans see me and tackle me to the floor." He said. "Right." I said.
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Life is Just A Dream [CH fanfic]
أدب الهواةhey guys I hope you like my book this is a Calum Hood fanfic. Its my first book and the first few chapter are kinda forward and might not make sense but they will start to get better if you just continue reading. If you wanna know what this book is...