What if I am

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I woke up to my room filled with sunlight. Memories from last night slowly started
flooding back to me. I tried to get up to move but I found an arm wrapped tightly around my waist. I turned around to see Calum with his eyes wide open staring at me.

"What." I said giggiling. "Nothing, your just so amazing."He said in a raspy morning voice. I smiled and he pressed a kiss to my forehead.
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After we got up and got dressed we walked downstairs where we found everybody relaxing in the living room. "Hey guys what's up." I said. "Nothing, we were actually thinking about heading out to the store to get some stuff to make some breakfast." Said Ashton.

"Oh, okay." I said. "Hey Calum, Mikey, Luke, you guys wanna come while the girls stay here." Said Ashton. "Sure." They said in unison.

They all stood up and started walking towards the door. Calum gave me a quick peck on the lips before they left. I walked into the kitchen and pulled out a water bottle. Sindy and Graciela entered the kitchen with smirks on there faces.

"What." I said. "So how was your night with Calum." Said Sindy. I nearly choked on my water. How did they know about that. "What are you guys talking about." I said.

"Oh c'mon, we know you guys had sex because we were all just relaxing until you guys disappeared upstairs together, plus you have a hickey on your neck." Said Sindy. I put my water bottle down and ran to the bathroom. I looked at my neck and there it was a big reddish purplish mark on my neck. I'm gonna kill him.

I walked back into the kitchen where Graciela and Sindy were giggiling. "Well you guys had some fun." Said Graciela. I squinted my eyes at her. "Yeah well I still remember the time at the river when it was your birthday and we caught you and Ashton down by the rapids and-." Before I could finish she cut me off.

"Yeah okay shut up." She laughed. "Well you did use a condom right." Said Sindy. My eyes widened as I rethought last night. I never remembered him using a condom. What if I'm pregnant! Please I can be pregnant I'm only eighteen. My palms started sweating and my forehead was getting hot. "Uh guys, we didn't use a condom!" I said panicked.

Graciela's eyes widened while Sindy squinted her eyes at me and looked at me if I were stupid. "Are you fucking stupid." Said Sindy. "Hey, we were both kinda drunk and we weren't thinking." I said.

"Okay well don't panic we'll go get some tests later for now just stay calm." Said Graciela. I nodded my head and walked over to the living room and sat down. "If it's a girl name her after me, because my name is awsome." Said Sindy as she sat down next to me. I glared at her. "Can you like fuck off." I said with a slight laugh. I don't like swearing but I'm just really stressed out.

"Hey don't swear." I heard someone say from the kitchen. I looked over to see Ashton walking in with bags. Shortly after the rest of the boys walked in. I walked over to Calum and smacked him on the arm.

"What was that for." He chuckled. "That was for giving me a hickey." I mumble so only he could hear me. He smirked at me. "A what?" Said Michael as he came up next to me.

"Nothing." I said. He smirked at me. "Are you sure because I'm pretty sure I heard hickey, sorry I have good ears." He said smirking. "Can I talk to you for a second babe?" I asked Calum. "Yeah sure." He said.

We walked up to my room and closed the door. "What's wrong babe." He asked. I sat down on my bed and took an deep breath. "We didn't use a condom." I said staring at him with wide eyes waiting for a reply.

His eyes turned wide and he started pacing around the room. "Oh my god I'm such an idiot, how can I be this fucking stupid, what if your fucking pregnant, oh my god we just got back together and I probably got you pregnant that's just fucking great." He said.

"Your not an idiot Calum, plus I didn't even check to see if you did or not we both
didn't, just try and stay calm okay I'm gonna go get some tests later and then we'll see what happens." I said.

He nodded his head. "Okay, this must be even more scarier for then though because what if you are, then your gonna be carrying a baby inside you." He said. I nodded my head.

"Okay well we better get down there and help them make breakfast before they start complaining that we're not helping them." I said. He nodded his head and we walked back downstairs.

I walked into the living room and Sindy and Graciela approached me. "Did your wanna go get the tests now." Said Graciela in a hushed maner. I nodded my head.

"Hey guys will be back were going to the store." Said Sindy. "Okay." They said in unison. "Don't blow anything up like last time." I said. "No promises!" Yelled Micheal.
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As we got to the store and went to pay, the cashier lady gave me a disapproving look. Sindy noticed and glared at her. We walked back to the car and started driving home. As I was driving I though to myself. What if I am pregnant, will Calum still be there for me, I don't think he even wants a child, he'll always be gone on tour and he'll be so busy.

If I am pregnant i don't know what I will do. Yeah of course I'm gonna be scared but also I'll have a baby that's apart of Calum. What ever happens, I just hope Calum will be there.
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We got back to the house and I ran inside the house and up to my room. I wasn't gonna take them right now, I'm gonna wait till later. I walked back downstairs and into the kitchen. I sat down at the table and sigh. Michael walked over to me.

"So, how's it going." He said. "I'm tired." I said. "Ah, but hey I was gonna say if you have a boy name him after me because I'm just awesome and I have an awesome name.

My eyes widened. How did he know I might be pregnant. Calum. "Did Calum tell you." I said. He nodded. "He told all of us." Said Luke entering the kitchen. Great. Calum walked in shortly after. "Did you get them." He said. I nodded my head.

"I'm gonna be the best fucking uncle ever if you are pregnant." Said Michael. "No your not I am." Said Luke. "No, now hold on okay I think since I'm the oldest I'm gonna be the best uncle ever." Said Ashton walking into the kitchen. "No way I'm-." Said Michael but Calum cut him off.

"Can you guys talk about this later." Said Calum. They squinted there eyes at him. "Are you ready to go do the tests babe." He said. I nodded my head.

We walked upstairs and into my room I grabbed two tests and started walking towards the bathroom. Calum grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

"Before you do this I just wanna let you know that if you end up being pregnant Im gonna be here for you, and for our baby, I will be the father of our baby and I'm gonna spoil him or her rotten, I love you so much and I can't wait to see what the tests says." He said. That made my heart flutter. "I love you too Calum, and thanks that meant a lot." I said. He gave me a soft smile and I went into the bathroom and took the tests.

After I was done I washed them off and walked back out to my room. I didn't want to read them because I was so nervous. Calum shot up from the bed when he saw me. "What is it!?" He said. " I don't know I want you to tell me." I said.

He nodded his head and took the tests from me. I studied him as he looked at the tests.
"Babe your-"



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Hey guys I left you there on a cliff hanger huh lol. But anyways what do you guys think do you think she's pregnant or not. But how do you guys like the book so far. Don't be shy to leave comments or if you have any questions. Sorry for spelling errors and I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter okay bye. Ex.

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