Life is Just A Dream [CH fanfic]

Do you not care about her anymore

It's been two months since I found out I was having twins. I still can believe it. Calum's happy about it, or at least I think he is. He hasn't really said anything about them but once in a while he get excited when he see's baby cloths or stuff like that. He's been going to a studio everyday to record music and doesn't come home till almost midnight. He's leaving in a month. Back on tour. It's gonna be a little bit shorter than last time. But he promised to come back and be here when our child's are born and to spent some time with me.

I don't want him to leave, but I'm also not gonna stop him from living his dream. With best friends, wait no, his brothers. I just don't know what I'm gonna do while he's gone. My stomach has grown and once in a while my back will hurt, but I try to ignore that.
Sindy fully moved in and every time she goes to visits her house her parents act like they don't even know her. But she's happy her and I'm happy that I get to live with my bestfriend.

Right now I'm upstairs bent over a toilet while the meal I just had comes back up and into the toilet. When I'm done I flush it, rinse my mouth with water and wash my hands. I started walking towards the door when it suddenly opened.

"Hey babe". Calum mumbled as he walked past me. He's been doing that a lot lately. Sometimes when I wanna cuddle with him he's not in the mood or he'll just mumble something so I can barely here it, or sometimes when I asked him something or try and talk to him he'll just ignore me.

I figured since he'll probably just ignore me if I ask what he's doing or where he's going, so I just walked out of the room and down the stairs.

I walked into the game room and saw Michael. I walked over to the couch across from him and took a seat. I stared down at me hands thinking about Calum and why he's acting kinda strange when I heard my name being called.

"Esme." I looked up to see Michael, Luke and Ashton standing in front of me. They were all staring at me kinda strange. "What." I said. "We've been calling your name for five minutes trying to get your attention." Said Michael. "You have?" I asked confused. "Yeah." Said Luke. "What's wrong, what happened, where did Calum go." Said Ashton.

"He just walked out the door and left." Said Michael. It didn't surprise me that Calum left, he's has been doing that a lot lately. "How should I know, he hasn't been talking to me." I mumbled but just loud enough for them to hear.

"What do you mean he hasn't been talking to you, he doesn't seem upset, he seem's fine." Said Ashton.

"Well every time I try and talk to him he just ignores me and he doesn't even want to spend time with me or anything." I said with a crack in my voice.

They didn't know what to say. All they said was "oh."

"Awe, were sorry Smee, we'll talk to him when he gets back and see what's up okay." Said Luke. I nodded my head.
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Calum's been gone for two hours already and I don't know where he is. The boys have been texting him and asking where he is but all he keeps saying is that he'll be home soon.

It's already dark and I just can't be in this house another second not knowing where Calum is or why he doesn't want to talk to me.

I walked upstairs and into my room. I heard Sindy arguing on the phone with her parents in the room next door, and Graciela is on her way here.

I grabbed my biggest sweater I had and pulled it over my head. I slipped on a pair of sweatpants and my favorite beanie. I slipped on my black converse and grabbed my car keys and my phone from off of my dresser.