My dreams (Actually. Not, like, what I want to be, no. Actual dreams I had).

9-2-24

So I'm with my family in this big open space, its like a clearing and its all made of stone and its day time. There's like a couple sad looking trees around the edge of the clearing, and the clearing is in a circle shape and you can kinda see the swirls of it on the floor, like how you draw a circle on paper and you can see the way the pencil went. The space where the ground had been made clear was lighter than the darker rock around it.

So I'm there with my dad and my brothers and I'm sure my mom is there somewhere and we're just hanging out, playing I guess you could say. So we're running around this big clearing having fun and blah blah and my dad grabs my arm and starts spinning me really fast. So you know how velocity and gravity and whatever makes things that are spinning super fast kinda... Rise into the air? Yeah well I rose into the air, still spinning, and I just kinda kept rising, and then I was holding a rope in my left hand instead of my dads hand and I was like fifty feet up, still kinda spinning around my dad (who was on the floor with the other end of the rope in his hand, spinning it so I could stay up) but I was going slower so it wasn't a blur and I could actually see.

So the sky is a nice blue with some little clouds, the ocean is somewhere over the cliff that this clearing is on, and eventually I get let down safely (no idea how lol) and then at night time, there's this floating pirate ship. It's kinda like in Tinker bell when they drenched that one ship in pixie dust, but this one didn't have any pixie dust it was just floating.

So the sun is setting I think, and this ship is floating way above us and there's chains dangling down. The ship has stopped near the cliff but still over the water, so you would have to kinda jump to reach the chains, and a lot of kids who were already on the ship, I could see them jumping from the ship to the chains, trying to grab them and climb up, because there was supposedly a different part of the ship that was super fun at the top of the chains. They had to take their opportunity while they could, cause the chains don't appear often and they're on a time limit, so they wouldn't be there for long. So I'm watching these kids jump over each other to get the chains, kinda making idle conversation with my mom, and some of the kids are falling off the chain and into the water. My mum is saying something like "that's why I don't want you guys (her kids) doing that, because what if you fall and you can't get back up?" And her concerns are justified because once you fall into the water there IS no way back up, so yk. And my dad is saying stuff like "you guys don't know how to climb it properly, you gotta grip with your feet and your hands," some bogus like that.

But anyway, Blondie decides to join the kids clambering up the chain right as another one falls off, and I watch him for a bit before I'm like "Mkay well I'm bored and suicidal might as well try this chain thing" so I go "bye mom" and run and jump off the cliff to get a different chain that no one else had been going for. I manage to grab it and stop my fall, so I start climbing up and eventually I reach the top. Its just a little wood cabin at the top of the boat that this one attaches to, so I climb inside it with a bit of difficulty (tricky angle, the chain was coming from under the floor and I had to grab the windowsill with basically my fingertips to hoist myself inside) and there's a guy in there he's kinda old, his hair is gray, and he's like "hey missy, watcha doing here?" And I'm like "uhh I climbed the chain, is this it?" And he's like "yeah basically. Sorry." And I'm like "well fuck what a waste of time. Thanks anyway dude, bye." And he's like "bye have a nice time" and I'm like "you too" as I'm climbing out the window and grabbing the chain again to slide down it like a fireman, because the chain is gonna disappear soon and I don't wanna be stuck on the ship forever cause I'm used to that stone clearing with my family.

So anyway I slide down the chain, land on the floor and not the sea, and the clearing isn't the same. Me and my mom (no idea where my dad or my brothers went, oops) are in this weird pathway, like its a dirt path but its cutting through a field of flowers, and the pathway is clean but the flower field is kinda coated in snow. Also there's multiple pathways and they all kinda converge where we are, and there's a bunch of other people with us and a big box on the floor that has something written on it (dunno what it was, I was dreaming) and my mum goes to the box and grabs what looks like a kimono, putting it on. I ask her if we're allowed to take these and she says yes, so I also grab a kimono and put it on. I don't think it was really a kimono, because it had pockets like a hoodie, but it kinda looked like one and idk what else to call it and it was in a pretty pattern like kimonos are, so. Kimono.

Anyway my mum starts on her way down one of the paths, and idk what to do so I just follow her. Eventually this cat joins us, and its a fluffy cat its really cute, a little gray and light brown, tan, cute as shit. Apparently it was named Mr Cat (okay Eric cartman pop off) and when the cat joins us my vision is kinda glazed over with this open book, writing in a weird fairytale font. The book is talking about how me and mum would race Mr Cat down the path every day after lunch until he was tired and "didn't have the energy to switch forms" which in my subconscious mind meant just growing size and becoming a bigger giant cat.

So after we get to the end of the path, there's some rocks put together in a kind of hut formation with a roof, so I go in there with my mum and the cat. I sit on the floor leaning back against the rock and the cat lumbers over to me and lays in my lap and goes to sleep. Eventually something else must happen or maybe my dream just goes "fuck you you got your fix of cats in your dream now fight this random crazy bitch" cause I'm walking down the path with my mum again when we see the same ship as before, without the chains (no idea where Blondie went lmao) and its way closer to the ground so we can reach the bottom of it.

This ship is kinda shaped weird, like if you just look at it then it looks like a normal ship but there's a bunch of weirdly shaped rooms that are open to the air on the bottom of it. Its a ship but you can tell it wasn't made to go in the water. Anyway so I climb into one of those rooms while my mum waits for me on the ground. This room is weird, its really narrow like a hallway and its got a cut down the middle of the floor so you have to have your legs spread to walk down it or you fall through the hole. Also its dark.

So I'm walking down this hallway and I reach an actual room at the end of it, and I go inside (this whole ship is made of wood btw so imagine that) and there's some woman in there, also wearing a kimono (but it looked like an actual kimono lol) and she's looking out the window, her hair is really long and pretty, and I'm just kinda in the doorway staring at her until she turns around and starts going on and on about her prince, and how I stole him from her, and she's ranting at me and I'm just like "..what the fuck who are you" and I guess she gets herself so worked up (and she's fucking insane) that she eventually just tries to attack me. So I jolt out of the way and I'm like NOPE and I go down the hallway again, but this bitch is following me so I turn around and try to tackle her and she disappears like she was thanos snapped. I was like "wtf" and I turn around and she's behind me and she says "you can't hurt me. I'm made of dust." So I'm just kinda like "wtf???" And we keep fighting until I wake up.

So yeah. Shit was weird. Lol take a shot every time I wrote "so"