My dreams (Actually. Not, like, what I want to be, no. Actual dreams I had).

2-27-24

I just woke up its literally seven am rn and its a tuesday but ACTs so I can write down the dream I had. 

Anyway so I was in this really big store just walking around and I saw a thing for ice cream it was like a little island with a glass case and it had the little thingies in there and it said it was ice cream but it wasnt, it was like Danish and im pretty sure that's chocolate milk because it had the yellow box with the splash of chocolate milk and the weird brown dog on the little box with the straw. Anyway so the guy asks what I want and I point at the ice cream (that's not actually there, I just pointed at the chocolate milk) and he's like "okay that'll be $1.10" and im like D: and he's like "HAH you don't have a nickel." And im like wait yes I do Live was throwing around a nickel and I took it its in my pocket and sure enough I pull out my nickel and he's like "oh okay well here's your ice cream," and takes the money and lets me grab the chocolate milk from the little case thing. this is not ice cream its chocolate milk. 

So I walk around a little bit, like kinda around the island counter thingy, just staring at this chocolate milk box and im like ...I kinda don't want this. So I go like into the guys workplace?? Its somewhere I just walked into the back of the island through a door or something and entered this long hallway with like a big long counter on my left and a wall lined with ovens or something on my right. It was like a very long kitchen, but there was more space beyond the counters on my left. Like the room was bigger with more appliances, just I would have to jump over the counter to get to it. 

So anyway I walk down this weird ass hallway and the guy who gave me the chocolate milk is down there and he's not facing me so im like hello? And he turns around and I go hi I don't want this im sorry can I have my money back? And he takes the chocolate milk and gestures to the edge of an oven or dishwasher where he has set my money on top of it and im like thanks and so I grab my money and I get out of there. 

So I go back to where I originally got the chocolate milk and im sad cause there's a confection thing that's looks kinda tasty that I actually want (still not ice cream though) but I can't pay for it because I don't have enough. So im just kinda sadly staring at it and out of nowhere this guy comes to the stand and is like super nice? I don't remember if he said anything to me but I'm pretty sure he did, I just don't remember. Anyway so he smiles and he like poured a fuck ton of change into my hands. Like quarters and golden dollars mostly, mostly quarters but there was a small sprinkling of the smaller coins and the golden dollars were mixed in with the quarters. He just poured all of this into my hands and smiled at me and then left. I was baffled I was like wait no this is so much I can't just take this from you. Bro did not care he wanted me to just have his money. 

So I stuff the coins in my pockets and im like wow that was really nice wtf. So I get my little thing and then I start walking away to where the clothes are I guess (because that's where I end up) and on the way I pass this girl who's trying to climb up some guy to get to a piece of clothing that she wanted because the clothes are so damn high up 💀 she likes tears his shirt or something trying to climb him and he just looks kind of annoyed but his arms are up and he's trying to help her and stuff and then she falls like on top of him so yeah that happened. I just kept walking lol. 

So I finally reach this item of clothing that I want and its an oversized black cat hoodie. Its got like fake fur on the outside of the hood and there are cat ears coming from it that also has the fur and it looks really big and comfy. Its also 50 feet in the air. So I begin climbing the clothes under it, and the whole time its a lot of work, and im thinking about this guy who's kid died from falling from this high and he didn't even react. 

So in my dream it goes to that scene while im thinking about it and the guy is like sitting on a ledge with a little wall as a border and the ledge is like made out of ceiling because he climbed all the way up here for his clothes too. He's got like a shirt in his lap all spread out over the floor, and its actually not dusty on that ledge even though it's so high up and the only way to get to it is climbing up the clothes. 

Anyway so he's talking to me, or at least trying to talk to the camera or whoever's behind the camera, and to the left, off the ledge and beyond the wall, you hear something snap and a little boy screaming as he falls. He screams for a while too, like a good 15 seconds (which now that I think about it makes no sense if he was only falling from 50 feet), and then he just goes splat. Guy didn't even blink, he kept talking to the camera like nothing had happened even though his kid was now a gory mess on the store floor. I don't even know what he was talking about. 

Anyway so I reach my hoodie that I want and I'm like straddling the little wire thing of the shirt underneath me (you know those things they put the hangers on) and im trying to grab this hoodie and I finally manage to pull it from its own wire thingy and I guess I also pull it off the hanger because theres no hanger when I inspect it, and I look at that long sticker that all things normally have on them when you buy them. Like the one that's on the front and color coded and has the size and stuff like that. Anyway so I look at it for the price (idk if these things normally have the price on them its a dream) so I see the price and im like "$18.99? That's way too much for what I just had to go through! It should be way less this is bogus," stuff like that yk. so I shimmy down the clothes with the hoodie and im still kinda thinking about that guys kid, so im kinda hugging the hoodie for comfort and sorta hunched over and I just walk out.

 I get all the way home when im like "man its gonna be so shit having to pay for this hoodie." And im sat in my room on a mattress on the floor (my room is the same yellowy color as the stores walls and ceiling were. Like the store had yellow walls and ceilings; my room had yellow walls and ceiling. It was giving Backrooms vibes tbh.) So im staring at this hoodie in my lap thinking about how im gonna pay for it and im just like "Wait. Wtf am I doing? I just successfully stole it! I don't have to pay!" Its so funny because I didn't even mean to steal it but yeah. So I tore all the stickers and stuff off and im thinking about how im gonna have to probably not wear it for some time because I stole it instead of paying but yeah then I woke up. 

I wanna know who that boy who gave me all his money was. What was bro thinking?? anyway so ye. Clearly I have been shopping with my mum too much recently because I think the layout of this store was similar to that one Albertsons we go to after school.

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