♡ four: Friends ♡

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Having true friends who care about you and genuinely want to be around you is an amazing feeling,
but it can be so hard when you've been hurt in the past.
There is always that little voice in your head that tells you
'they hate you'
'They're lying. Why would they want to be around you?'
'You're annoying, stop being clingy'
And it can get so frustrating because a lot of the time, you end up wanting to distance yourself from them,
not because you don't want to be friends with them,
but because you do, and you don't want them to leave you when you let your guard down.
You're so used to being the first to reach out,
the one to carry the conversation,
It can feel almost too good to be true when they show genuine care for you,
It feels like a trick.

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