TW: SH,su1cid3 AND ED
Lucy's depression from her teenage years was coming back there were nights where Tim was crashed out next to her and she couldn't sleep or cried to sleep, Lucy was battling it alone and it got worse the night her ex parents (in this i'm going to have it has Grey adopted Lucy after a night Lucy called the cops on her parents) messaged her saying "Count your days cause when we see you it's back to the teenage years".
7 days before the breakup:
Tim woke up first and saw Lucy not next to him he looked at the time and saw it was only 5:45 and her alarm doesn't go off for another hour, Tim got confused and got dressed in running clothes and walked into the lounge and saw her asleep on the couch. Tim laid a soft kiss on her head before going for a quick run, 65 minutes later Tim came home and saw lucy still completely crashed out, he walked up to her and ran his hand through his hair "Baby pop wake up" Lucy just faced the other way pulling the blanket up and over her head. Tim thought of the way that always wakes her, "i'm having a shower you coming" Tim said waiting for movement but all Lucy done was turn onto her stomach still sleeping. Tim got worried cause this isn't like her but went and had a quick shower.
When he got out and dressed he saw Lucy half asleep "Morning sleepy" Tim said chuckling Lucy was fighting to keep her eyes open but still said "shut up mister it's to early" Tim started to laugh "it's 7:05 got get ready i'll sort you coffee and breakfast" then he kissed her forehead Before she slowly walked into the bedroom. Lucy got her clothes before heading for a quick shower.
TW: SH
Lucy locked the door and turned the shower on, as she got undressed and stared in the mirror she saw that she had gained weight she though she'll stop eating a few meals she got in the shower and let the warm water run down her body. as she was washing her body the thoughts were getting louder in her head " no one likes you" "stop eating" "You need to change your body" Lucy saw her shaver and saw how easy it would to take the blade out. Lucy thought she can't do that it's been 15 years but the voices got louder, Lucy grabbed the ballade and done 5 cuts on her thigh the water stung as it ran done but she quickly got on and used a black towel so the blood wouldn't show. she quickly dried her leg then wrapped it up in a bandage before getting dressed and walking out to Tim.
Tim saw her limping "Babe are you okay your limping" Lucy nodded and said "i'm fine just rolled it getting out the shower" Tim looked at her "what should we do for breakfast" Lucy was putting her Charger in her bag and said " i'm not hungry so just sort yourself" Tim knew this isn't normal Lucy so he looked at her softly "Are you sure" Lucy nodded "let's go before we are late"
They showed up at the station and Lucy just went straight to greys office and Angela walked up to Tim "Everything okay between you two" Tim shrugged his shoulders "she's been off the past 3 days, this morning is worse she didn't want to wake up or eat breakfast she was also silent the whole way here" Angela looked at Tim "Could just be her period" Tim shook his head " nope it's not she's way more different than this" Angela rubbed his back "hope everything sorts out" Tim nodded before walking to get changed
Lucy's pov:
She walked into greys office with tears in her eyes "Dad" grey looked up and saw her eyes and said "What did he do" Lucy shook her head "There coming for me" Grey knew exactly what she meant "how do you know Luce" they messaged me the other day and last night but last night they said Count your days cause when we see you it's back to the teenage years" Lucy had tears rolling down her face and grey hugged her "i'm not letting them near you" Lucy nodded "have you told Tim" grey asked still hugging her, Lucy shook her head "He doesn't need to know, i love him but i'm not letting him know this" Grey just nodded " If you need anything come to me okay" Lucy nodded before walking to get changed
Skip to the day Ray came and Tim went dark:
Lucy hadn't heard from Tim and her parents threats were getting worse so was her SH and ED Lucy hasn't eaten in two days and her thighs and Cuts all over them. Lucy was hardly in work which was worrying Grey, Angel managed to get ahold of Tim "Your girlfriend hasn't been in work since 3 days ago no one can get ahold of her" Tim looked at Angela " has anyone done a welfare check" Angela nodded " no one answered the door or her phone, Tim rubbed his face "i haven't talked to her or answered her texts and calls" Angela looked at him "She's probably worried sick and has shut her self down like when Tamara went missing that one time" Tim rubbed his face "i'll call her after i sort this thing" Angela nodded "you better"
