Baby I'm home -Jordan said In the living room -I said Hey bub -He said sitting beside me an cuddling me Hello how was training -I said Great you ready for the game -He said.
Yep but shouldn't I be asking you that -I said He laughed Well yes, I am very ready how's your anxiety today -He said Uhm it's their I couldn't take my medication cause it's out of date -I said Oh I'm sorry baby -He said
It's ok if I have a panic attack at the game I'll just leave the stadium -I said No, no baby you will not Kevin know's about your anxiety so he said if you have one go to him -He said You sure -I said.
Of course baby an don't not go cause you don't want to interrupt my game you can't control this I'll get more of your med's after the game ok -He said.
I nodded Can I get changed quickly -I said Go ahead bub -He said I smiled an stood up going into the bedroom to get changed.
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Jordan -I called Yeh baby -He said Is this good -I said walking out of the room My beautiful cheerleader -He said I laughed as I wrapped my arm's around his shoulder.
We arrived at the stadium an I went an found my seat I could feel my anxiety rising I didn't want to have a anxiety attack here but I knew my body wouldn't listen.
Sitting down I started playing with my hand's Shit -I let out as someone sat beside me I smiled an they smiled back. Are you ok -She said Just a anxiety attack -I said Oh I'm sorry do you have a fav player -She asked.
Jordan Riki is my boyfriend -I said Well that's nice your a great girlfriend supporting him -She said Thank you -I said. The game started an the crowd was cheering which made me freak out.
I looked down at the ground tear's down my cheek's I was shaking while playing with my hand's. Bub look at me -I heard, looking up I saw Jordan You should be playing -I said Come with me -He said helping me up.
Standing up I waved at the girl next to me she smiled, Jordan walked me into the team tunnel I'm so sorry Jordan I didn't mean for you to come off you can be angry with me -I said shaking.
Hey baby it's ok I will never be mad at you ok bub I'll come off for you any day of the year -He said I nodded Let's get you home in bed an I'll get some of your medication we'll stock up -He said Ok thank you -I said.
Not a problem baby -He said hugging me I hugged back I love you Jordy -I said I love you to baby -He said lifting my head up an kissing me I kissed back.
Arriving home I went into the bedroom an turned the tv onto the game while climbing into bed Alright babe I'll be back ok -Jordan said Ok thank you -I said Not a problem bub love you -He said Love you to -I said as he left out the front door.
I closed my eye's an fell asleep to the game. Waking upto someone entering the room I opened my eye's to Jordan Goodmorning -He said Wait is it really -I said No no I'm joking but I do have your medication you want to take it now -He said.
Putting my hand out he placed the pill's in my hand an I grabbed my water bottle from the bedside table an took my pill's. Jordan climbed in beside me an I cuddled upto him Get some rest baby -He said as I nodded an fell asleep.
