"Izuku...what the fuck?"
Bakugo managed to get out through his shocked demeanour. He studies Deku's face and arms, trying to figure out why he did this, and how long it was going on for.
"I-I..I'm sorry Kacchan" Deku gets out through sobs
"You idiot. How long has this been going on for?" Bakugo replies, full of concern and anger.
"L-like a few days now maybe?" Deku replies, hesitantly.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Bakugo asks, concerned but also guilty. He knows what he did must've triggered Izuku to react like this.
"I-I, you were with Kirishima, didn't seem too important." Izuku mustered up the courage to reply.
"You dumbass. That doesn't mean anything, you still should've told me." Bakugo said, concern and frustration lingering.
"How was I supposed to when I had just seen a photo of you kissing another person? Do you really expect me to tell you that when you did that to me?" Deku replies with tears in his eyes.
"W-well you still could've said something! Dammit you're a pain in the ass.." Bakugo replies
"Explain to me the full story. I know there's more you're not telling me. Your facial expressions lately, you look so damn guilty everytime you're around me. Sometimes you even stutter, and I can see you fidgeting half the time. What's going on?" Deku says sternly, whilst looking at Bakugo with a serious expression.
"I-I.. I'm sorry Izuku. I wanted to tell you, but I didn't want you to hate me." Bakugo says, looking like he's on the verge of tears.
"Well? What is it?" Deku asks.
"The real reason I kissed Kirishima was because I had gained feelings for him too. I also still loved you. I distanced myself from you in hopes you'd lose feelings and leave, so it wouldn't hurt you as much. I realise now it wasn't the right thing and I'm so fucking sorry Izuku." Bakugo replies, full of guilt.
"Are you serious?" Deku replies.
"Y-yeah.. look, I'm sorry Izuku. But I can't keep this up, you're always so upset lately and it's really annoying, you're always so clingy. It's irritating. You're literally a burden to me more often than not. I'm not saying this to be harsh, but jeez deku. How can you need someone all the time? You're always running to me, clinging to me, holding me, can't you just spend a day without needing me in your arms? The few days I had without you were amazing, it was refreshing to not have someone chasing me around like a lost puppy. It was amazing to be alone. And Kirishima never does any of that Deku. You have to realise how annoying you are. I'm sorry to word it like this but I can't keep it to myself any longer. Even ask all of class 1-A. I bet they all think the same, probably even All might and your mum." Bakugo says, clearly meaning every word and not regretting it.
"Are you fucking serious?" Deku replies with tears in his eyes.
Bakugo walks out of Deku's room, leaving Deku sitting there, shocked and heartbroken. He feels his chest tighten and his heart race as he struggles to breathe. Bakugo's words hit Deku harder than he may have intended. Deku falls to the ground, sobbing for hours, until he falls asleep. He wakes up to the bell ringing for school.
He groans as he gets up and gets ready for school, wrapping his arms up. Once he finishes that, he walks into his Class, all eyes on him. Some people laugh at him, some look concerned, but Bakugo was glaring at Deku. Deku heard some faint mutters of people making fun of the cuts on his arms.
"Did Kacchan tell them?" Deku thinks to himself.
The laughs and whispers grew louder and louder, unable to let Deku escape from the constant chatter. Deku quickly runs out and runs to his dorm, deciding that he can't keep going on with this pain any longer. He had thought deeply about Bakugo's words. Maybe he was a burden, maybe he did annoy everyone. He had so many thoughts impaling his mind, but nothing to do.
Deku falls asleep from sobbing for so long. Finding himself in a dream. All of his memories replay once again, but the one that stood out the most, again, was those words Bakugo had said to Deku in middle school.
"You know, there might be another way. Just pray you'll get a quirk in your next life, and take a swan dive off the roof of the building."
Deku suddenly wakes up in a cold sweat, late at night. He slept through the school day and the afternoon. He replays the dream he had in his mind before coming up with a conclusion he thought would help everyone. He makes his way to his old middle school, making his way up to the roof. He sends texts to everyone he loves, before jumping off. Taking his own life, on the same roof Bakugo had told him to jump off of years ago.
"No matter how much you love someone, it seems they'll always find a way to break your heart. Or maybe it was me, maybe I was the problem. I don't know, but all I have to say for now is goodbye. Thank you for everything you did for me, but it's time for me to go."
Those were the last words Deku said to everyone.
Thank you guys for reading this!! I know it was short but I enjoyed writing it. There will definitely be a lot more stories for the future!! This one just had to be cut short. Once again, thank you for reading!🤍
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FanfictionDeku and Bakugo have been dating for almost a year now before Bakugo distances himself from Deku (reason unknown). A photo of Bakugo and Kirishima kissing has been spread around the Class 1-A group chat. How will Izuku react? Is he heartbroken? Or d...