Songs of The Abyss

Friday

I wonder if I had let Friday come, would things be different?

If I had let Friday come, would we have run errands together?

Could we have had a fancy lunch date at a fancy restaurant?

We could have ordered a pizza and eaten in the parking lot.

Maybe if I had let Friday come, we could have watched a movie.

If I had let Friday come, surely you would still be in my arms.

Had I let Friday come, I would not be here writing any of this.

If Friday ever came, I wonder if you would have felt the same.

If I had let Friday come, would our souls have fused like gems?

Had I let Friday come, would we a few years from now share a name?

If Friday ever came, would we have changed at all—how we are and how we flow?

If I had let Friday come, would you have stayed?

But Friday didn't come.

We went our separate ways.

I ran errands alone.

Your arms are no longer a home.

I made a choice...

But I wonder if you would have known at all.

My secret will forever dwell in the chasm of my soul.

The truth is I loved you back then and even now.

Would I have had the courage to say it if Friday ever came?