I do not know if I should be proud
or I should pity myself
for being a strong person
and for being alive.
My health keeps getting worst but my mind keeps rejecting it even though I know that these kind of feelings are not right.
It's embarrassing yet how people see it is just simply not a really big deal.
No matter how I say how I feel about it, they think it's just a simple feeling that will pass eventually.
Giving it a lot of thought today makes me want to know everything bad that I'm feeling..
but I can't even take the first step to know. Even if I ask for help, it will not be enough.
This takes a lot so I should do it myself.. but how?
Plus knowing me, I can't even take good care of myself..
i just wish i can . I should.
01/13/23
BINABASA MO ANG
Series Of Thoughts (Poems, Quotes, Realization, Everything)
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