I just don't know // Outerbanks Fanfic

party time

The morning after everything

"Bea you better be alone in their this time or I swear." I rub my eyes while yawning.

I roll off the bed and walk over to the door. I open the door to my brothers face close to mine.

"Come in, look around there's Noone here. If I wanted to sneak someone in I could." I say

John b deadpans me "hilarious bea." Too soon, I guess.

"Why am I up at-" I check my phone, "8 in the fucking morning?"

"We're going to the beach, get dressed." And with that, he walks out and shuts the door behind him.

I throw on my blue tie bikini and white shorts to cover the bottoms. I walk out the door and head to the twinkie.

"Look at you babe you look hot." Kie says as I hop into the van.

"Why are you so cheery what time did you get here?" I ask and hug Sarah who's sitting beside her.

"Early enough to wake the fuck up like you should." Sarah says. I watch John b get into the drivers side and start the engine.

"Make room we're picking up someone." John b says pulling onto the dirt road.

We pull into a rusted motel and jb honks his horn. I watch jj walk out of the room closest to us and John b yells at him.

"Get in sister fucker." I laugh a little and look at the other girls. They look at me dumbfounded and I tell then how he found out.

Jj opens the back door and sits down next to me, resting his hand on my thigh.

"Good morning cupcake." He says pressing a chaste kiss to my lips.

"Good morning blondie." I say back.

"Can we go to the fucking beach now or are yall just going to make out in the back seat?" I look to jj and back to John b.

You could just drop.us off at the house so we could -" I'm cut off by my brother yelling at me.

" too fucking soon Bea. Jj move. Now." Jj sits opposite me and we head to the beach.

After the beach,

"Let's go guys I can't be late." I yell to everyone who's not in the car.

Were going to a house party for someone we don't really know bit it should be fun.

The girls are in charge of me tonight so I don't get bligernetly drunk and do something stupid.

"Let's get fucked up tonight!" Jj yells to me and Sarah who's already in the van.

We all laugh and my brother comes out after him with kie last.

Once everyone's in the twinkie John b turns around in his seat to look at me.

" what's your three rules tonight bea?" He asks

"Don't do any drugs other than weed-" I say "no no weed either." John b says.

I continue after sighing "no drugs at all, limit is four drinks, and don't hook up with your best friend. I already broke one of them." I say giggling.

"I still have a black eye from that. Thanks babe." Jj says looking dead at me.

"You made the first move not my fault." I say back to him and flip him off.

"Can we just go guys." John b sighs over us.

"We're not driving, you are." I say pointing at the Steering wheel in front of him.

He scoffs and throws the van into drive.

We jump out of the van one by one and jj hugs me from behind. "Ready for this baby?"

I turn to look up at him and nod, "yes, I've got my brother and my boyfriend with me too keep me safe."

Kie pushes between me and jj and kisses my cheek playfully. "What about me honey?"

I chuckle and pat her back. "And my girlfriend how could I forget."

We drive for about 10 minutes until we pull in a gravel driveway. We file out one by one me last.

"Ready for this guys?" Kie says once the doors are shut and locked

"We're back bitches!" I yell and some other kids turn their heads and look at us weirdly.

We walk through the gate that leads to a above ground pool.

"I didn't bring my bathing suit." I say to jj on my left

"You could always skinny dip with me." Jj yells over the music.

I chuckle and look around the party and spot one person instantly. Rafe.

"I'll be right back babe" I yell and run toward him.

I hear jj and John b yell to me faintly

John b says, "don't do any drugs."

Jj, "I love you be safe."

I run over and stop when I'm about to reach him.

"Hey routledge what you doing here." Rafe says when he sees me

"Just hanging out, John b finally let me come to a party and I'm not letting it go to waste."

"Well then you came to the right place cmon." He tries to grab my arm

"She's fine here Cameron." Jj says stepping beside me with his hand snaking around my waist.

"OK, no harm I was just trying to have some fun but if Mr boyfriend wants to stand in the way I can't do anything bye bea you know where I'll be." He says and then walks away into the house.

"Jj you don't have save me evrytime he's around." I say kissing his cheek

He looks down at me and kisses me on the lips. "Well it was Mr or jb and I don't think you'd appreciate how he would have handled it."

"Almost the same way he handled me fucking his best friend." I laugh and hug him.

"Let's go get a drink." John b says throwing his arms around me and jj.

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Me and Sarah help one drunk John b into their room and they go to sleep.

"Can we talk.?" Kie says as I round the corner of the kitchen.

"Yeah of course." I say sitting at the table with her.

"Look I didn't mean for this to happen and I understand if you stop being my friend after this but I feel guilty if I don't tell you."

"Is everything OK you seem scared." I say cautiously.

"After what happened with me and jj I started thinking and....." she trails off

"And what?" I ask lowkey scared

"I think I have feelings for him." She says