I just don't know // Outerbanks Fanfic

With WHO!?

"Where the actual fuck have you been?" He says.

He's mad. Fuck that he's furious.

"John b calm down." I say while walking towards him.

"CALM DOWN!!!!? You want me to calm down after you get into a van crying and then you drive off to god knows where and you don't show up until 2 in the afternoon the next fucking day. But I need to calm down yeah. Fuck that." He says without breathing.

I go to speck but he interrupts me. "Also you ignore all of my texts and don't answer any of my calls. I thought you fucking died bea." He yells and I'm done with this.

I think for a moment then speak "John b listen. I'm fine I got.... busy so I didn't have time to answer your calls or you're texts." I say hoping to end this conversation.

"How busy can you get to the point were you can't send me a simple text that says, 'hey jb just wanted to let you know I'm fine and I didn't wrap Myself around a FUCKING TREE!" Hes clearly not going to let this go.

I need to find a way out of this. "I'm sorry John b I promise it won't happen again." It doesn't work. I don't know why I thought it would.

"Oh that's fucking rich coming from you. You're the reason i can't sleep at night bea. Either your out late or you high on drugs." He says. At this point I'm a little mad too.

"That was one time John b." I say and he turns his whole body around.

"One time is all it fucking takes bea. Also you're right." He takes a deep breath. WhaT?

"Right about....what?" I ask

"It won't happen again. Because your not leaving this house unless one of us are with you." He says and grabs my phone.

He shows me the screen with the code to unlock it. "Do it. Now bea" he says and he's not joking.

"John b i dont think that's a good idea." I say in hopes he'll give up. He won't.

"I'm not fucking with you right now. You're gonna unlock it." He says with no expression on his face. I can see his chest heaving so I give in.

As soon as I type in the code he starts going through everything. He goes through my camera roll. He sees a million photos of me and jj.

Remind me to delete those later. He then goes to my texts and that's where things get tricky.

He goes through me and 'big man's' texts and thank god I'm didnt put his real name on there.

The texts He reads

Big man: I had a good time last night.

Big man: is John b mad.

Big man: did you ask him about tonight

Big man: I can't wait to see you again baby.

Done

John b throws my phone on the ground and looks at me.

"Who the fuck is that Beatrice?" He says. He's ready to kill and it won't be me.

"John b please don't freak out." I say slowly and I sit on the chair.

"This will not be a little sit down conversation like it was when you went on that bender. Who the FUCK IS THIS."

Ok plan z gone. I really have no choice but to tell him what happened.

"Um. I was with rafe." I mumble his name not because I'm embarrassed but because I know what he'll say.

"What. I didn't hear the last part speak up Beatrice." I look up at him and stand up to brace myself for what's coming.

"I was with rafe. And before you say anything I'm almost 17 and you're not my dad." Hoping that's enough I start to walk to my room.

He follows me into my room and when I sit on my bed he stands there and five seconds later he punches a big ass hole on the wall.

"John b what the hell!." I say as I stand up to check the wall.

"What did I tell you. I said to stay away from him. And did you listen? No you just went off and what fucked him? God you are so arrogant sometimes." He says.

"What?" i Say and he lets everything out.

"I mean god you were so busy under rafe you let me think you died
And then you come home and tell me not to worry. It's fine I won't I'll just sit here and smoke a joint. I'm not like that bea. And no I'm not your dad but I'm the closest thing you got to one so yeah I'm Gonna try to raise you right. Also your 16 bea. You are not old enough to be doing these things. I don't care if you have a boyfriend. I might not like it but I won't hate you for it. But I'll be dammed if I EVER let you sneak around and sleep with multiple people." Hes breathing really heavy.

"John b please-" he cuts me off.

"Don't fucking say anything. I'm leaving for a minute I-i need to wrap my head around all of this. You please just stay here. Don't move." With that said he gets in the van and drives.

I'm fucked.