I just don't know // Outerbanks Fanfic

can i stay here?

Beas pov:

I can't drive like this. I'm bawling my eyes out.

As soon as I get to my destination, I stumble out of the car with my vision blurry.

I knock on the door, and as it opens, i fall to the floor

I feel someone pick me up and carry me bridal style to a bed.

"Who did this to you?" As my vision clears, i can see rafe sitting next to me, cradling me in his arms.

"He kissed her. He said he liked her back." I say through sobs.

"JJ?" rafe asks, and I nod into him. "I'll fucking kill him." He says and pushes his hair back.

"Don't, please just hold me." I say and he does just that.

He kisses my forehead and I look up at him.

"Sorry. I wasnt thinking." Rafe throws his head back and I take the opportunity to move myself.

I swing my leg around him to where I'm straddling Him. He looks at me and his hands fall to my waist.

"What about you and jj?" He sits up on his headboard.

"We're done trust me just.. please rafe." I say and he flips us faster Than I could think to where he's on top of me

He pushes his lips to mine and we make out on his bed for a while.

The next day

I wake up slowly and push myself back on the bed. Earning a grunt from rafe whos Holding my waist from behind.

"Sorry. I should probably go." I say while trying to get up but gis grip on my waist Tightens and he pulls me back to him.

"No. I need you to stay. You're not going back to that house when he's there." I already know who he's talking about.

"Well let me grab my phone to text jb." I get off the bed And throws my panties and rafes shirt on.

I walk out to the kitchen and grab my phone.

"Bea?" I snap my head over to the voice and see Sarah standing there.

"Hey girl. What's up?" I say trying to be nonchalant.

"John b has been worried sick he's about ready To call the fucking police." She says half yelling

Usually I would yell back for trying to adult On me but she's right for yelling and I understand what shes saying.

"Shit. Okay I'll call him and let him know  I'll be home soon." I start to call him but she stops me.

"What the fuck are you doing he's gonna want to come get you. Just go home soon and talk to him when you get there." She's looking out for me and I appreciate it.

"Yeah you're probably right I'll go say bye to rafe." I say and run upstairs to his room.

"Hey bea what happened?" Rafe says as I step into the room.

I open my phone and show him the 30 missed calls and 73 unread texts from my brother.

"Damn I'm guessing he's not gonna be happy when you get home." I shake my head and start changing into last night's clothes.

"I'll see you another day right?" I say as I grab my keys off the nightstand.

"How about tonight?" He says as he walks over to me.

"After this is dont think my brother will let me out the house again." I laugh And he nods.

He walks up to me and kisses me deeply. After a minute He pulls away.

"What's wrong?" I ask worried I messed up.

"Nothing just if I don't stop now I might not be able too." We both Laugh and he walks me to the door.

I get in the van and drive to the chateau were i see kie and jj on the porch smoking.

"Hey bea, where were you? we were worried about you." I scoff at jjs words and nod

"I'm sure you were so worried while your tongue was in her throat." I'm not judging that he slept with her so soon cause I did the same thing last night.

I don't hear what they say as I walk into the house.

I see John b sitting at the kitchen table. His head is down, and his hands are pulling his hair.

I dont say anything for a while until he stands up and throws his chair on the ground. "Fuck bea answer the phone."

I decline the call seeing as I'm behind him. "Jhon b, i need you to calm down." He snaps his head at me when he hears my voice, and he starts screaming at me

"Where's the actual fuck have you been?" He says. If looks could kill, I'd be dead