Muffins And Whiskey (Triplets #1)

Chapter 4

WARNING: Sensitive topics. Read at your own risk

TWO months of drowning in alcohol, regrets, hurting himself. All the people around him worried and pitied him. Pond blamed his mom and his step dad for what happened but deep inside he blamed himself more. After two months of depending on alcohol and sleeping pills, his body slowly changes. He lost weight and became weak. His brother Ohm forced him to the hospital and now he's one month of rehabilitation and therapy for his depression. At first it was just a nightmare of Phuwin looking at him with disappointment during that day in the guidance office but later on it became brutal, sometimes he can dream about Phuwin killing him or him killing Phuwin. It was worse than a nightmare. He was haunted with his mistakes for what he did to Gemini. It was his fault, if he shouldn't approach Phuwin surely Gemini won't react violently knowing that he's overprotective to his twin.

When Gemini knew about him stalking Phuwin, the boy warned him to back off but he didn't listen.

He could've just simply introduce himself to him nor start to be his friend but what did he do?

He messed up.

He hates himself and his life. He hate how his mother replace his father to some loser man. He hate to be in this family who always put money above anything. He hate his grandfather for being strict to his father and ended up killing himself. And now maybe he will follow his Dad in hell.

He miss him so much, he was the best Dad, the best friend he have and the best playmate. He and his older brothers forced to take up the business course just to inherit this bunch of money. He doesn't like to have this extravagant life if he will just lose the people he love and himself.

No matter how he regrets his fault, Phuwin and his family already loathe him  and he can't take back what he already did.

He can't fix what he destroyed.

Six months just slip in his hands and now he's slowly losing his addiction to alcohol thanks to his therapist and his brothers who were with him during those times. His mother fixed his school record so he won't repeat the year that he didn't appreciate. None of her doings that he can appreciate and be grateful. He hates her.

Alone in his brother's penthouse. Pond received a message from Fourth that Phuwin is doing good. He knew Fourth because their families are in the same business, the boy is still mad at him for what he did but now that he's in the right mind. He's willing to crawl to Phuwin and beg for his forgiveness.

He still can't believe that Phuwin love him too because he thought that the boy is too innocent to like someone. He's such a baby to his twins and focus on his studies. Phuwin was the first person that he ever find and define as ethereal. His face feels perfect in his hand. The triplets were once brought by their father at our company's event and that was the time that I saw him wearing his beautiful white tuxedo. His pretty face outshine everyone in that party. He was just twelve years old that time but he's already stunningly beautiful that made Pond captivated.

Unfortunately, that time his b*tch mother started to had affair with Phuwin's Dad. Until now it disgust him, seeing that devil lurking in his Dad's house like he own it. Good thing that all of his father's assets are named after them. Metawin as the oldest he run the company without asking help from their mother. The only thing that his Dad left to his wife is the house and a couple of dollars.

A price for giving him four sons.

The semester was done and now Pond is on his way to Phuwin's address. He's afraid because he knew they will throw him out but he will try his shot.

He convince Fourth for a thousand times before the boy give in. They now arrived at the beautiful province of Phang-Nga where they travelled for almost twelve hours. Pond's heart is racing knowing that he will face Phuwin and his family later. He's ready for Gemini's punches, for his Mom's slap, hurtful words from Dunk and disappointed look from Phuwin. He knew it'll trigger his depression but he will face it alone and brave. He started this mess and now he will face it's consiquences.

Fourth can't stop gasping for the beautiful places. The boy is beyond excited because he can see his best friend again and if course his Gemini.

They reached the beach exactly the sun is setting. They asked around where is Phuwin's house and now they are one house away from the house. He can see Gemini talking to someone while Dunk serving drinks to the costumers. Pond became more agitated and nervous.

"Are you going or will stand here until tomorrow?" Fourth bitching to him

He released a sigh and walked his Fourth.

"Wait Pond" the boy grip his wrist to face him

There is doubt at the boys eyes. He can see that he is not sure about this.

"What's the matter Fourth?" he asked

"Ahm I need you to know that they are mad at you"

Pond roll his eyes, of course that is given that's why he needed to ask for their forgiveness because they're mad at him.

It feels like a salt rubbing his wound.

"Duh I know that"

"I know but you shouldn't mess again this time Pond because right now it's not just you who is risking, I'm also risking here knowing that Gemini will hate me for bringing you here and probably Phuwin too but I just want to help you to settle this because I know my best friend is sad because the man he love is a jerk" Pond was about to be emotional but Fourth rubbed his wound with salt again

Tapping the boys shoulder and mess his hair.

"Don't worry Fot I won't mess this time, I will spent this semestral break kneeling for their forgiveness" the boy nodded and continued walking to the house just beside the resto.

Dunk and Gemini are already gone inside their house when they arrived. With a heavy breath Pond knocked on the door.

"Just a seconds" shout by someone inside.

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