Muffins And Whiskey (Triplets #1)

Chapter 37

TURNING OFF the lamshade and settled beside his boyfriend. Pond swear that he had the same smile this morning until he gets in bed. So many happy things that happened today and it brought him into the cloud.

"Goodnight beau, thank you for coming with me at the orphanage today. It means a lot to me. I love you" he whispered in Phuwin's ears that only earned a groan from the boy who is already in his dreamland.

There is nothing special in the first and second week of their summer vacation, Phuwin just spent it laying all day in his room, watching dramas during the day and spending his night with Pond. Just a movie marathon together, playing games and eating each other. After that kind of set up, Phuwin became impatient because it really irritates him when Pond is holding back himself every time they're making out. It's not that he's desperate to get laid or to lose his virginity but he wanted to experience it with Pond.

He's in the age where he wanted to explore and experience something new.

Like last Saturday, they went to the club and he's dancing with Pond. He did all the tricks to seduce his boyfriend but he just gave him a mind-blowing handjob. Maybe it was because of the alcohol or he is really desperate now.

He just wanted to shout to his boyfriend's face to fuck him and to make love with him. Sometimes he can't help but to overthink so many negative things. He knew Pond loved him but he also wanted Pond to lust him.

Duh it's normal though

He won't date someone that's not obsessed with him, not just emotionally but also physically. Dating someone who's not obsessed with you is not a meaningful date.

IN Phuwin's room, they are cuddling with each other, just fresh from the shower. After a moment of comfortable silence, Phuwin took a deep breath, gathering his thoughts before starting the conversation he wanted to have with his boyfriend.

"love I've been thinking a lot about us... and, well, Ahm I want to talk about being intimate--- You know, making love" Phuwin said slightly stuttering with his heart pounding in nervousness

He doesn't want Pond to misunderstood his words. But little he didn't know that those words that he said made his boyfriend unmoving for a minute.

Pond's heart raced at the mention of it. He had sensed this conversation brewing but also felt a mix of excitement and apprehension. He won't deny that he waited for this topic to be talked about between him and Phuwin. He held himself even though his patients would sometimes snap but the thought of respecting Phuwin always comes first in his mind, but now that the boy opens the topic it made Pond speechless and of course excited.

"Do....D-o you want to do it?"

Fuck I stuttered!

Phuwin nodded his head honestly. "I want to experience that thing with you. It's not that I'm curious or desperate to have sex but I think I'm ready for that"

Pond swore in a freaking hell that his heart literally jump when he heard that last part of what Phuwin said. He wanted to do it before but he wanted to do it when the time that Phuwin is ready, and maybe that time is tonight?

"Fuck you're killing me with your abrupt confession beau" he hide his red face in Phuwin's neck who only laugh at him

"I've been wanting to do it with you because I won't deny I really fantasize about you but of course, consensual sex is always the best for the couple." Pond pause for a second and holds Phuwin's face to look at his eyes

"Are you hundred sure to do it? coz it's not just a small thing, we're talking about your body beau" he said carefully while staring in Phuwin's eyes intently

"There's a lot to consider" he added

Phuwin nodded, understanding the weight of the topic. "I agree. It's a big step and I want it to be right for both of us."

Pond caresses his boyfriend's face, his heart is racing with many emotions

"I appreciate that you want me to take the lead but I think it's essential that we both feel comfortable. I want to know your reasons for wanting this." Pond added

Phuwin took a moment to gather his thoughts before answering. "It's not just about physical intimacy for me. It's about deepening our connection and expressing our love in a way that feels complete. I want to share that experience with you because I trust you completely, and ahm Dunk s-said it feels good" shade of pink covered Phuwin's face and he looked away from the contact because he's shy.

A wide smile appear in Pond's lips as he saw his adorable boyfriend hiding his blushing face, he wanted to tease him but of course he knew it's not the right time for that because Phu seems serious about the topic.

He felt a warmth spread through him and immediately felt the changes in temperature inside the room

"I feel the same way beau. But I also know that intimacy requires a lot of trust and communication. We have to be on the same page."

"Absolutely," Phuwin agreed, at this time he's now looking at Pond

"I want us both to feel safe and respected. If it's something you're comfortable exploring, I'd love to, but if you have any reservations, we can wait." the man explained

Phuwin smiled, feeling reassured. "I appreciate that. I've thought about it, and I want to make sure we approach it carefully. It's important to me that we communicate openly about our feelings and boundaries. But I'm certain about this"

Pond kissed Phuwin's forehead after hearing his words. His desires for the boy might be strong but his love and respect for him is even stronger. They both smile with their foreheads touched together. A deafening seconds passed in the room but the iceberg was crushed by Phuwin's request.

"I want you to be the top love" a few words that made Pond stiff

He stared at Phuwin like he's questioning his decision. Yes, he had an experienced of sexual intercourse before but it was with women. He might be bigger, taller and muscled than Phuwin but it's not enough for him to be in that position because being top or a bottom is not a big deal in a relationship as long as you're both genuinely in-love.

"b-beau?"  he called but Phuwin hushed his mouth with his finger

"Let me finished first. I wanted you to be the top and I'll be the receiving end because I trust you that you'll take care of me, that you'll be gentle and make me feel good. I don't have any ideas or experience in sex that's why I wanted you to lead. I'm trusting you my body Pond"

Phuwin saw a warm liquid in his boyfriend's eyes and some of it fell in his face. He kissed his forehead to make him stop. He trust Pond to make his first time memorable. He knew Pond will take care of him especially being the one to receive is painful according to Dunk but he's confident enough that it won't be hellish because he's doing it with Pond, the man he loves. Phuwin always imagined nasty things with Pond in the top of him, romancing and marking his body. It can't be the other way around because Phuwin knew he can't do the prep and after care.

"Thank you for trusting me Phu, I love you so much" Pond uttered while kissing Phuwin's face

The boy's giggles echoed in the room before replying to the three words he heard "I love you too Pond"

Pond still dropping small kisses all over his boyfriend's face until his lips reach his ear. Pond trapped the soft skin of Phuwin in his teeth then lick it a little before whispering.

"I'll be gentle beau" he said in a drunk voice that made Phuwin shivered.

L.N.B

*****Consensual sex is always the best*******