Pretend Like I Don't Entice You (Alan Ashby)

Wanted

*Alan's POV*

"Austin I can't make it to the sound check." I mumbled brushing my hair. "Why?" He asked raising an eyebrow. "Karliah and I are finding out the gender of our baby." I couldn't help but smile. "Are you serious?" Austin exclaimed with a huge smile. "I know. I'm freaking out on the inside." I smiled. I felt oddly happy today, maybe that was the reason why or maybe it's because I got everything off my chest. Either way I feel great. I met up with Karliah at the place and waited nervously but patiently for our name to be called. How is she so calm about this?

"Karliah?" The lady called. "Come on Alan." Karleigh mumbled quietly getting up. I followed her quietly and kept my hands behind my back. The lady put this weird jelly stuff on Karlaih's stomach and placed a weird remote looking thing on it and began moving it around until a baby popped up on the screen.

"You want to know the gender, correct?" The lady asked. "Yes." I mumbled starring up at the screen. "It's a.. You're having a boy." The lady said moving the remote thing slightly. I'm definitely teaching him how to play guitar. I grabbed Karliah's hand and looked down at her, you could see the lines from her tears. "It's a boy." She cried happily. "That's my boy." I mumbled slightly blinking away my tears.

*Karliah's POV*

"So." Andy said sitting in front of me handing me a sprite. "Yes?" I smiled taking a sip. "I was thinking." He mumbled. "About?" I raised an eyebrow giving him a small smirk. "We could go do karaoke tonight with CC." Andy smirked. "Oh yes." I laughed giving Andy an evil smile. "I'll make sure to bring my Polaroid camera." I nodded. "Good, even though I can already tell it's going to be a hard night to forget." Andy smiled. "Oh and wear something nice, we're going out to dinner before." He said abruptly getting up. "Oh okay." I said quietly to myself as I watched him walk away.

"Where are you going?" Mike asked with an eyebrow raised. "Out to dinner." I said quietly. "With Ashby?" Vic said walking out from behind Mike. "No, Andy." I smiled slipping on my Oxfords. "Didn't see that coming." Mike laughed. "Probably why she's been in such a good mood lately." Jamie blurted earning a slap on the back of the head from Vic. "I don't need to hear that, she's my baby sister."

I shook my head with a laugh and walked out the door and began walking to BVB's bus. "Karliah!" I heard Austin yell. "Mm yes?" I laughed looking up at him. "Why are you all dressed up?" He asked looking me up and down. "I got a date."

Austin smiled and held out his elbow, "Now where am I escorting you beautiful Ms?" I graciously took his elbow and flashed him a huge smile to hide how bad I was blushing. "BVB's bus please." We arrived at the bus and Austin kissed my cheek goodbye. "I need to talk to you later though." He whispered before disappearing into the grounds. I said okay to myself before going to knock on the door only to have it open to reveal Andy in a suit.

My breath hitched as I looked him up and down. It wasn't until I finally looked at his face I realized he was doing the same. "Yeah no I can't wait anymore." Andy said huskily. I saw out of the corner of my eye him hardening beneath his pants.

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"Fuck." I breathed out as Andy flopped down next to me. "Holy shit." Andy mumbled trying to regulate his breathing. "That was wow I can't even explain it." Andy smiled rolling over to face me. "Why did we wait so long?" I breathed out looking at his sweaty body. "I wish we didn't." Andy said leaning in.

"I'm still taking you out though." Andy mumbled against my neck. "Okay." I barely stuttered. With the help of Andy I got back into my dress and began fixing my hair. "Hey." Andy said popping up in the mirror behind me. "Hey you." I smiled pinning my hair back into place. "Ready?" I asked turning around. "Yeah." He smiled leaning down to give me a kiss. I fixed Andy's tie and we were off.

"I'm so stuffed, how am I supposed to do Karaoke??" I asked dropping my bag at the door of BVB's bus. "Well, we still have another hour until we have to meet them." Andy said looking at the time. "Andy, do you want to go for a walk?" I asked looking outside. "Yeah. I enjoy walks with you." He smiled.

We walked in silence for a bit, I was mainly just enjoying his company. "Karliah, Austin told me what Alan did." Andy broke the silence. "Oh." I looked away from Andy. I never talked about it with anyone other then the little bit I spilled to Austin. I looked down and did my best to try to blink away the tears.

Andy's arms engulfed my body and held me close as I collapsed and he went to the ground with me. "I just want to know why I wasn't good enough." I cried out. Andy's hands became entangled in my hair as I felt his tears hit me and blended with mine.

I felt other arms on me but I refused to look up. "Hails.." I heard Vic say brokenly. "I fucking loved him, so much and once again was never good enough." I screamed into Andy's chest. "We know." I heard Mike breathe out. You could tell he was trying not to cry. "And now I'm all alone." I cried quietly. "That's not true." Andy whispered in my ear. He tilted my head up and wiped away all my tears.

"You see all these people? You're not alone." Andy smiled softly. I nodded my head and grabbed my brothers hands. "We love you Hails." Vic said kissing the top of my head. "Don't shut us out. We're only here to help." Mike sighed. "I'm sorry." I cried. The baby kicked me in the bladder real hard. "Ow." I flinched moving back. "What?" Mike asked me looking a little offended. "I think I made him angry." I snuffled looking down at my stomach. "Or he just wants him mom to be happy." Andy said quietly. "That too." I sighed wiping my tears away.

I stood up with Andy and hugging Vic and Mike as tight as I could. "Will you be back at the bus tonight?" Mike asked. "Yeah." I sniffled. "Well Lindsey took your bunk. She's only here for three more days. You can sleep in mine or Vic's." Mike said kissing the top of my head. "Okay." I said quietly hugging them both one last time.

I can move on now. "Take good care of her tonight." Vic said quietly to Andy. "I will. I'll have her back early too." Andy said looking down at me. He picked me up bridal style and began carrying me back to his bus. "You planned that didn't you." I said quietly.

"Mike reached out." Andy mumbled opening the door for me. "Ohh." I sighed looking down. Waterproof makeup is a blessing. "Karliah!" CC yelled making me jump. "You good man?" I laughed regaining myself. "Kinda, I just need to talk to you. It's important." CC said awkwardly. "I'll meet you guys at Karaoke." Andy nodded moving so CC and I could leave. "Alright then." I said walking back outside. That's when I heard her voice.

"Katie why are you here." Austin said plainly. "I need to talk to Alan." She whined. "No you don't." Alan said coming out of his bus. I took CC's beanie off his head and slipped it on mine to cover my face and I sat down. "Listen in with me." I said quietly. "Ahhh." CC caught on immediately sitting down next to me. "Who's she." He asked quietly. "The girl he cheated on me with." I whispered. "That's why you two broke up?! What an asshole!" CC nearly yelled catching Austin and Alan's attention. "Fuck." CC muttered when he saw Alan's facial expression fall. "Play it cool." I said with a smile. CC nodded and leaned towards me. "You're way hotter than her anyways." CC whispered in my ear. "Thank you." I blushed looking down. When I looked up again Austin was gone and Alan was kissing her and I saw him stare at me. It felt like I got shot. I heard a bus door slam behind us and saw Jake and Andy standing there angrily. "Two can play at this game." Andy muttered pulling me up.

"I'm not sorry for what I'm about to do." Andy said starring at me. "Andy what're-" He cut me off by crashing our lips together and pulled me as close to him as possible. Both of our hands tangled in each other's hair. Now everyone knows about Andy and I even though I have no clue what we are.

Andy pulled away slightly then leaned his forehead against mine and starred into his blue eyes. Suddenly Alan wasn't in my mind anymore and I felt like I was all alone with Andy. Nothing else mattered but him and I instantly knew I was fucked.