The boy in the Middle

MISTAKES

Pedri doesn’t know how this whole thing with Ferran escalated it had started days prior when ferran confronted him about the kiss.
2 days ago
Pedri had been avoiding Ferran. He just felt shame by what had happened and couldn’t bring himself to look him in the eyes. He knew everything led up to lust which was even worse.
They had won their game against Getafe and all the guys wanted to go out and celebrate . He wasn’t feeling like it so he decided to stay back and sleep. It was 10 minutes after the guys had left that he received a knock on his door.
‘It’s me’ he heard his best friend’s soft voice on the other side of the door.

He opened the door and in a split second felt his best friends hand around his neck kissing him in a sloppy way. In a momentary lapse of reason, he deepened the kiss. When they separated a minute later to catch their breath, it was like a switch in his head that made him realize.

‘What the hell Ferran’ Pedri says pushing his best friend away
‘Well you kissed back’ Ferran answered nonchalantly

‘Well I shouldn’t have fuck, Gavi will not forgive me’ he says with tears wearying up in his eyes
‘I am not going to tell him. I don’t think you should either’

‘This was a big mistake, Oh my god'

‘It didn’t seem like it when you kissed me back….twice’
‘What?’ now pedri asks wide eyed.

‘I wasn’t that drunk you know’ he says going uo to pedri and holding him by the waist. “I wanted to kiss you I’ve wanted to for a very long time”

The touch of his fingers on his waist ignited something in him that made him kiss ferran first.The kiss was filled with fire and desire and before he could even control himself, ferran whispered in his ear
‘fuck me’

By the end of the night he couldn’t believe he just took his best friends ass virginity all while being in Love with somebody else and betraying that somebody.
He had made a huge mistake.
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Gavi was perfect. And lately Pedri hated how perfect his boyfriend was. After Eric had sent him that picture that day he wished Gavi would hide the fact that he had talked with Bellingham so he wouldn’t be the only one in their relationship with secrets but Gavi couldn’t even wait to get home but rather called Pedri the minute his talk with Jude had ended. His innocence and loyalthy to their love made Pedri want to vomit by his own betrayal.
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Gavi POV
‘Well now I feel stupid’ Jude says after Gavi had finished narrating why he run that night

‘Well don’t be, I hurt your feelings and I could feel it in my bones that I did, you don’t have to feel any type of way. If anything, you should accept my apology’

‘Apology accepted but also I am sorry for not giving you space to explain yourself.

Sometimes I do forget how lucky I am to discover my sexuality at a young age and have a good support system..’
‘oh don’t even mention it, your reaction is valid to me’

‘OMG Pablo, why are you so sweet off the field??it’s so weird eeewww’

This makes Gavi laugh out loud.

‘iam glad we got this talk’

‘Yeah me too’ Jude says looking fondly at the younger boy.

‘Can we be friends??’he asks hoping Gavi could say YES

‘ME? Friends with a madrista??Are you insane?’ he says looking at him with a serious pout on his face. For a split second, Gavi saw the pure panic on Judes face

‘hahah I am just playing with you. Of course we can be friends. Us gays have to stick together’ He says while laughing

‘You are so annoying’ Jude says with a sweet smile on his face

‘And you are going to Love me’ Gavi says while getting up to go.

‘Have a good night Bellingham’

‘You too Pablo”

Jude watched as Gavi walked away and he couldn’t help but smile widely. He wasn’t as bad as he thought.
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JUDE POV
There was something very different about Gavi from the rest of his friends. Something that made Jude Panic. Something that made him smile every time he got a DM from him. They had re-followed each other on their private profiles and Jude was not confident enough to ask for Pablos number which was weird. He was just a friend, having his number was supposed to be normal. But he knew every time they talked he was having a hard time to make sure he doesn’t blur the lines. Gavi had a boyfriend he loved very much and he had to respect it. And it was also for the best, Imagine starting something with your direct rival at their level of fame, a recipe for disaster and Jude hated Disaster. Being friends with Pablo was a big Mistake
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Gavi was happy with Pedri, of course he was. Pedri was the perfect boyfriend and he was lucky to have him by his side. Everything was normal and routine with them. They were inseparable unless he had to hang out with his friends or pedri with his. Pedri was also okay with Gavi texting Jude, al;l their conversations were innocent, banter about football or whatever cringe tiktok edit of each other they saw. The more he talked to Jude however, the more he got fond of the guy. They had the same sense of humor and were both very passionate about the things that they loved. On numerous occasions, Gavai would catch himself going to instagram just to see if Jude had texted him back, or secretly watch a Madrid game just to see Jude and find small details in the whole game to laugh at him after. When he is in bed all alone, at his apartment, he thinks maybe it was a big mistake being friends with Jude. Friends don’t think about each other like they do, because funny enough, every time he thought of the boy, he felt like he was thinking of him too.
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