Kidnapped?!- Cimorelli

Chapter 18

LISA'S POV:

I woke up with Lauren in my arms, I smiled when I thought about yesterday. I really hope we can help Lauren. I was so scared that she was going to give up 2 days ago but again she proved she's strong. I'm really proud of her and I know the rest of the family is too. I tried to sit up without waking Lauren up but I failed and she woke up. She smiled and me and put her head back on my schoulder

Morning Lise- She said

Morning- I said kissing her forhead, after a while she sighed and sat up looking at me sadly

What's wrong Lo?- I asked

Well.........I just want.........you know.........I'm sorry- She said not looking at me. I was confused about this so I lifted her head up and looked into her eyes

Why?- I asked

I know I hurt you guys by ingoring you and I never meant to hurt you but I was really sad and you know- She said and I smiled

Lauren we understand that you didn't mean it- I said but she didn't look conviced

Really Lauren it's OK- I said and she nodded. I smiled at her and put her on my lap

So how was it.........to walk again?- She asked and I sighed

It was OK, it still hurts though but look.........you will and I promise you will be able to walk again, it just needs some time, and I know it's annyoing hearing this the whole time but I promise it's OK- I said and she nodded and hugged me tight. After a while Kathrine and Christina woke up and smiled at us, we decided to go downstairs to get breakfist and Kathrine who was the only one who wasn't injuried carried Lauren downstiars while Christina and I walked downstairs helping each other. Dani walked past us and laughed at us

You guys look like 2 old ladys trying to cross the road- She joked and we glared at her. Amy and Mike passed us and helped us to the dinner table. We sat down and start to eat but then I noticed that Lauren looked in pain

Are you OK?- I asked and she shooked her head

Where does it hurt?- I asked, no-one heard our conversation since everyone was screaming through each other like always

My stomach and head- She said

I'm dizzy- She added

Do you want to eat some more?- I asked

No- She said

Maybe you should take your pills- I said and she nodded. She got up and then I remembered she can't walk but before I could stop her she fell on the ground

LAUREN!- I screamed and this time everyone looked at us and Mike run to Lauren and picked her up

Are you OK?- He asked putting her back on the chair

My head- She said holding her head

Amy go grab her pills- Mike said and Amy nodded running away and came back holding a couple bottles with pills

Uhm.....I didn't know which one so I grabbed all of them- Amy said we chuckeld. Mom grabbed the right one and Lauren took the pills.

How are you feeling hun?- Dad asked after a while

I'm fine- She said

Lauren remember you can't walk- Mom said and Lauren nodded looking down

Mom does Lauren needs to learn to walk again?- Joey asked not understanding why Lauren can't walk

Maybe Lisa can teach her because she learned how to walk- Nick said and they laughed and Lauren looked hurt

Boys!- Christina screamed and they stopped laughing. Lauren looked really hurt by that

Go upstairs!- Christina said and they mumbeled something and walked upstairs. I looked back at Lauren and saw a few tears fall on the ground

Lauren- I said but cut me off

I HATE MY LIFE!- She screamed and got up, she took 2 steps but fall on the ground. We run to her side and Mike picked her up again and put her on the couch

Lauren please don't think like that, they don't know what's going on, they're too young to understand- I said but she shooked her head

My younger brothers can walk better than me- She said looking at her fingers. I sighed, I thought she got over that fact

Lauren I thought we talked about this, you'll be able to walk again- I said

But- Lauren said but I cut her off

LAUREN YOU'LL BE ABLE TO WALK AGAIN OK, I UNDERSTAND IT'S HARD BUT YOU CAN'T JUST GIVE UP LIKE THIS!- I screamed mad because she don't understand that she'll be better. She looked at me hurt and crying

Lisa- Kathrine warned me but I didn't stop

WE TELL YOU EVERY DAY THAT YOU'LL BE BETTER WHY CAN'T YOU JUST DON'T BELIEVE US!- I screamed and then she got mad and got up

BECAUSE I HEAR EVERY DAY THE SAME THING BUT NOTHING GOOD HAPPENED TO ME!- She screamed which made me release she was right

I'M LOSING HOPE EVERY DAY BECAUSE EVERY TIME I THINK SOMETHING GOOD IS HAPPENING I END UP IN THE HOSPITAL HURT AND NOT ABLE TO DO STUFF I USED TO DO!- She screamed and turned pale but she didn't stop screaming, I think she was having a huge break down

I HATE THE FACT THAT I CAN'T DO SOMETHING, I HATE THE FACT THAT YOU GUYS ALWAYS HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME, I HATE JOHN AND EMILY WHO GOT MY INTO THIS HUGE MESS, I'M SUPPOSED TO DO SCHOOLWORK RIGHT NOW NOT SCREAM AT MY FAMILY BECAUSE I'M SICK OF MY LIFE!- She screamed and she really didn't look good it worried us but she didn't stop.

I just want my life back I had, I want to smile again, I want to sing again and put covers on youtube, I want to mess around with Dani, I even miss that Mom and Dad give me a lecture that I've to take school more serious!- She screamed and then she blacked out.

SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE- I screamed and Kathrine grabbed her phone. Mike carried Lauren outside. The ambulance arrived and took Lauren from Mike. I wanted to come with her but Kathrine already jumped inside. I fall on my knees crying thinking about Lauren who just broke down in front of us, I thought she was OK this morning but I was wrong, she's broken and I didn't know! I felt someone put their hand on my schoulder and I looked out and saw Christina looking at me. She knelt down beside me and hugged me tight while we cried into each other's schoulder.

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I just want to say that in 5 days I'm going on vacation and I won't be able to post new chapters and I'm going for 6 weeks so I probably won't post new chapter for a really long time sorry about that!