𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊

36.

Y/n runs out from the mansion as the rain pours down heavily—no one outside rather than some men who look at her like she was some crazy woman who was wandering around in such heavy rain but she wanted to run away—to not look at Jungkook's face again.

Her tears mixing with the rain and she was thankful—her heart in physical pain while her eyes just hurted to even blink.

Her chest was like someone was beating it harshly—everything hurted by mainly her feelings that she had associated with Jungkook. How could she forget his true form? Monsters never change for anyone.

She just strides forward to somewhere in the huge abandoned garden but she didn't seem to care—to broken and raged to even care about where she was headed to but a sudden grab of arm behind her—she turns around harshly thinkung that it was Jungkook.

"Didn't I tell you to leave me alone!"

But it wasn't him—it was that guy from before in whom she had bumped earlier. He was genuinely concerned abiut her being out in the rain all soaked and wet.

"Are you okay? You shouldn't be here in such pouring rain"

He covers her with the umbrella while she just looked at him not knowing what to say or even do but he notices her swollen eyes and gets even more worried.

"Do you wanna get inside—"

"No. Not inside"

She clarifies firmly and he nods—thinking that she might have a fight with her husbnad earlier. The thunder strikes at a distance and they both flinch. She didn't know the way back home nor she wanted to get back to Jungkook.

She was in an entirely different country and she didn't even know thai—she didn't even know where to go.

"I'm Nolan Sanchez—would you like to go to my house for the time being?"

And she doesn't knows what happened to her her that she nods her head—agreeing to go with a complete stranger to his home without any safety or security.

Jungkook who runs out to look for her—sees no clue regarding of her and his blood runs cold. His legs were like they were going to give up as he searches the whole venue but she was nowhere to be seen anymore—in a country where she knew no places and no one.

Where could have she fucking gone?

As his teeth grit together.

After a few days:

"Would you like some coffee?"

Nolan walks over to Y/n who sitting outside at the garden entrance,under the shade—her eyes tired when she looks at him and he instantly notices it. 
Looking at the henna in her palms—Jungkook's name over it making her heart feel saddened yet infuriated.

She had been living in Nolan's house for a couple of days and there was currently no news about Jungkook. Maybe he hadn't even started searching for her or to find her considering the fact that she had insulted him even slapped him twice yet again.

But it was valid—he had gotten personal to her,gone too far again in attempts to hurt her somwhow. But she thought–he changed. He was soft,he was so gentle with her like never before.

Her heart was starting to get comfortable around him or maybe it had gotten attached to his softness but no—he was a Mafia,who was used to kill and mutder people cold bloodedly. He was used to being a monster—a crude and heartless monster who were never capable to love anyone.

Maybe it all was just out of pity on me because of my An!rexia. No way he would ever love me—the only woman he hates—he couldn't ever love her.