𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊

Last Confession.

A chilly morning with tiny drops of rain falling upon mansion's window. It was an unusual amount of quietness that was spread around the Jeon mansion but this time—this eerie quietness wasn't heavy—it was soothing.

Because this time around—Y/n was in Jungkook's arms. Their skins clinging to each other—warmness being exchanged to each other as they held onto each other with all the needed tightness.

His eyes just stuck over his woman—all that he could see was her. Her hair—her face—her back—her curves—her body even her soul was injected inti his mind so perfectly,he had studied her like it was a book of a religion he worshipped.

He really did start to adore the floor she walked upon,the things she did. He had memorised her so well inside his mind that he just knew that his knuckles that were softly grazing against her back would make her let out hitching breaths along with shivers running down her body and she exactly did that.

Just the knuckles weren't enough—bringing his lips close enough he just places them over her skin that looked so tempting—smiling when he feels her back arching at his sensual touch.

Stroking back the hair from her face with his fingers—he travel up to her back and she stirs in her slumber as his robust hands soothe her.

"I miss you"

He whispers as he pulls back to look at her—eyes filled with so much love.

"I miss you terribly—the world is too quiet withiut your voice"

At this point—all he could think about was her and no one else at all. She was his pain yet his medicine. But all above—she was his. And he couldn't get enough of that.

"I can't believe you're mine Y/n—I can't believe that someone like me could have you. You're mine? Oh god that feels surreal"

Even after what happened—he still had a hold of her. He saw her meeting death—his world crashing diwn after seeing her all numb and pale—his hands started trembling again after even remembering those torturing moments.

"The fear of losing you drives me insane. I'd crawl at your feet—let you skin me alive—cut a piece of me or even throw me into the deepest pits of hell but to punish me—but to lose you? I could never let that happen. I can't lose you. Never"

Her soft and subtle sughs in her sleep were his sanity as he spoke words of craziness towards her—his soul on fire for her.

"I—love you—Jungkook—"

A timid—barely audible whisper in her sleep makes him let out a laugh that was filled with so many emotions—feeling so overwhelmed by her he wanted to take her in such a way that would satisfy this need of her in his body but that was impossible—he coukd never get enough of her.

"Thanks me for loving a devil like me—a devil that's helpless in front of you—nothing without you"

A soft knock on the door makes him alert and he frowns—getting down in just his trousers and opening the door after covering Y/n to see who it was and it was Arlo.

"Hope I didn't disturb you"

He lets out a sigh—making Jungkook shake his head.

"Everything alright?"

He calls him out of the room—leaving a bit of it opened to keep an eye on his wife and he cues Arlo to speak up.

"That day,it wasn't Y/n who drowned herself in the water Jungkook—"

He was halted,breaths coming to a pit stop for a second there.

"She was drowned by someone—"