𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐒 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊

14.

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️
[An!rexia]

"This is going to be your room"

Jungkook opens the door to let Y/n enter inside a spacious room which had all of Jungkook's things scattered around and she frowns,confused.

"But why are your things here?"

She asks,having no clue at all that she was going to get the most shocking news as of today and Jungkook was also not vety stunned to deliver it to her because he,himself protested against it.

"Because this is MY room too"

They both look at each other like dumb chickens.

"Like before?"

"We're sharing this room woman,get a grip"

Y/n dashes out the room,not even waiting for Jungkook to finish his sentence making him sigh out in complete frustration.

He hadn't signed anywhere to tolerate her bullshit but there he was,grabbing her arm from behind to not cause a scene this late at night since everyone,including him were tired.

"I'm gonna talk to Mo-"

"She's not going to listen to you! Stop causing a scene everytime Y/n,everyone's tired so just stop"

"But I can't sleep with you! Who knows what you'll do to me tonight!"

"Oh come on Miss Universe,no one's going to touch you atleast me,i've got standards"

"You forget to add low before standards"

"Whatever Y/n,I'm not going to do anything to you,don't consider yourself any special"

He had her hand inside his grip,stopping her from moving further. She stares at him with a weird feeling arising inside her heart and she sighs,giving a gentle nod.

"Let go of my hand"

And he lets go of it,giving her way to make her way back into the room but as he was about to enter he stops. Without saying anything,he just steps back and takes his leave and Y/n notices it but doesn't turns around nor asks him anything.

Their hatred was getting the best of them without letting them know it but they were compromising in front of everyone because they didn't want to be the talk of the town.

They were pretending to be happy or atleast showing that they didn't each other to the point that they could slice each other's neck at any point because of Mrs Jeon especially.

She held so much love for this marriage,for his son that wasn't happy for this marriage at all but just for his mother's happiness that she was expecting for such long years,he silently let everything happened but now,when they both realised that nothing could go back to normal,the reality was hitting them so harshly.

Y/n had herself crouched over the toilet as she emptied her insides,all the food she had eaten just to show the world and everyone else that she was okay,she had to let it all out.

Her body hurted,her mind was going to explode as her tears left her eyes. The salty drops of tears rolled down her cheeks as she let everything out,nudging her fingers to the back of her throat,provoking her reflexes till nothing but blood came out.

She just stays down onto the floor,wiping her face as she let her tears loose,the tears that she had been holding back for a long time. The tears that were her only condolence in this cruel world.

The loss of Wooseok finally comes back to her,when she had experoenced that day she had always dreamt to experoence with him. The day she had anticipated for 8 years,all her love for him had to go to waste just because of the man she had hated dearly.