third person
the credits rolled on home alone 2 on the television. it wasn't anywhere near christmas, but the ward only had a slim selection of movies available to watch. gus had seen most of them multiple times amongst his admissions.
maddie was sound asleep on his lap. finally able to escape from her own mind for a while. gus knew the feeling, he didn't wake her. he also liked that she was comfortable with him.
he carefully ran his fingers through her hair. he had an urge to comfort her, like it was his job to. the strands of her blonde hair fell between his fingers. tattoos adorned some of his fingers, as well as some heavily chipped red nail polish.
a younger nurse approached them in the room. she wasn't one who'd been assigned to either of them. gus didn't recognize her, but he could sense her nervousness. she must be new, they usually started on night shifts.
"you guys can't do that" she said quietly, "sorry, she's just sleeping. didn't want to wake her" gus justified. "it's okay, i'm not getting you in trouble or anything. just technically i'm not supposed to let you guys. head back to your rooms when she's awake okay?" the nurse offered as a deal.
"okay, thank you" gus agreed. he appreciated her kindness, but mostly her naivety. maybe she could also tell that there was obviously something special between them.
"maddie" gus whispered, "mads" he said again. her eyes fluttered open, she sat up, startled from the awakening. "we gotta go to bed, they're gonna get us in trouble. we already caught a lucky break." gus told her
she exhaled out of annoyance, "i don't care" she told him, "what do you mean?" he asked
"fuck them" she decided, she knew what she wanted. she was done with the stupid hospital rules. wasn't the whole point for her to be happy again?
she clasped her hands behind his neck, leaning in to connect their lips. this was the most she'd felt in months. finally a spark, butterflies, something exciting. all she knew the feeling of typically was nothing. just numbness.
gus kissed her back, any regard for the rules left his psyche as soon as she touched him. he found it hard to believe that such a beautiful girl wanted him.
gus felt himself getting quite handsy with her. she didn't stop him but he tried to control himself, getting in shit for this would definitely mean they would be kept apart
between the whole downward depression spiral thing and being stuck in the hospital he'd been a bit touch deprived, if you will.
maddie didn't have a care in the world who saw, not thinking about consequences. she continued to kiss him with just as much intensity as she began with
she position herself on his lap, slowly beginning to grind her hips into him. the rough seam of his jeans rubbing against the skin of her thigh left exposed by her shorts.
gus slowed the kiss, he gently bit her bottom lip, trying to muffle the soft moan he was unable to contain.
"mads", he said between heavy breaths, "we're gonna get in so much trouble".
"i don't care. really" she said, trailing a single finger down his chest, towards his stomach.
"yeah but they're going to keep us separated if they catch us" he reminded her.
"you're right" she said, she climbed off his lap, returning to her spot text to him.
"i want out of here so bad" gus said, "same. you don't even know. nothing about being here makes anything any better" she complained.
"besides you, of course" she smiled, quickly catching her slip up. "damn right" he agreed with her correction.
"well i guess we should go to bed, and stop being bad" she joked.
"sure you don't want to come with me?" she asked him, moving to her hands and knees on the couch, she knew exactly what she was doing, letting her back fall into an arch, looking back over her ass at him.
he could hardly control himself, one of his hands instinctively reaching to grab her ass "get up" he told her
standing basically toe to toe with her, delicately but dominantly his hand wrapped around her neck, pulling her closer to him.
"when we get out of here i'm gonna fuck you so good the only fucking name you remember is mine okay?" he whispered in her ear
maddie felt like she could melt through his hands right then and there, "yes daddy" she said, looking up at him.
"good girl" he said, releasing his grip from her.
"i'll see you tomorrow" he told her. the pair walked out opposites entrances of the common room, trying not to seem suspicious, although they always manage to know everything that goes on anyways.
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rinse and repeat | lil peep
Fanfiction-"you see, people love stories with endings right now, i'm just sort of a story that's dragging on slowly page by page, year by year but people want an ending, they want a crash"
