My Hot Mistress ║ Jenlisa JenTop

8 - Lingering Doubts

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𝑨𝒖𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒓'𝒔 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆:

Lisa stood on the balcony of her room, the cool evening breeze brushing against her skin. Her mind was consumed with the events of the day at the office. She couldn't shake the thoughts of Jennie—how she had kissed her, confessed her love. Lisa loved Jennie too, but the confusion was eating her up inside.

"Jennie is married... Then why did she confess to me? What kind of relationship does she want with me?" Lisa muttered to herself, gripping the railing tightly. Every thought of Jennie’s kiss made her heart race, but every thought of her being married brought a sinking feeling in her chest.

"How can she love me and still be with someone else?" Lisa mumbled, her brows furrowed. "Does she want something serious with me... or was that just a moment?" She shook her head, frustrated at the way her emotions and thoughts were clashing.

"Maybe it was just confusion for her. Or... maybe she really feels the same?" Lisa whispered to herself. But the more she thought about it, the less it made sense.

"What am I supposed to do? She’s taken, but she said she loves me..."

But just then, P'Yaya walked up from behind and said, "Good evening, Lili."

She held two coffee cups in her hands. Lisa turned around, pressing her lips together before replying, "Good evening, P'Yaya."

"Coffee?" Yaya offered with a smile, handing one cup to Lisa.

Lisa took the cup with a faint smile. "Thank you, P'Yaya."

P'Yaya sipped her coffee, her eyes narrowing slightly as she observed Lisa. She could tell something was off. Lisa wasn't her usual self; there was a hint of sadness behind her smile.

"Is everything okay, Lili?" Yaya finally asked, her voice soft with concern.

Lisa hesitated for a moment, her eyes dropping to the coffee cup in her hands. She took a deep breath, trying to push away her thoughts. "Yeah, I’m fine... just a bit tired."

P'Yaya raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced. "You sure? You look like you’ve got something heavy on your mind."

Lisa sighed deeply, her eyes still focused on the horizon, as if replaying the moment in her mind. "Jennie," she whispered, her voice barely audible. "Jennie said she loves me and asked me to be hers."

P'Yaya’s eyes widened in surprise. "Jennie?" she repeated, trying to process what she just heard. "Your boss... Jennie? The one who’s married?"

Lisa nodded, her fingers nervously fidgeting with the coffee cup in her hands. "Yeah... and I don’t know what to do, P'Yaya. She’s married. But then she kissed me... and it wasn’t just any kiss. It felt like she really meant it."

P'Yaya’s eyebrows shot up as she sat down on the chair next to Lisa. "Wait, wait, wait... Jennie kissed you? And confessed? And now you’re here, sipping coffee and not freaking out?"

Lisa let out a weak laugh. "Oh, I’m freaking out inside. I just don’t know what to think. I mean, she’s married, P'Yaya. What am I supposed to do? What does she even want from me?"

P'Yaya thought for a moment, then said, "Maybe she’s confused, Lili. Or maybe she’s been hiding her feelings for you all along. But you need to figure out what you want. Do you love her?"

Lisa looked down at the cup, her voice shaky. "I do... but I’m scared, P'Yaya. Scared of what this could mean, scared of ruining everything."

P'Yaya placed a comforting hand on Lisa’s shoulder. "Then you need to talk to her. Find out what she really wants, and what this means for both of you. You can’t let fear hold you back."