A book of unsaid feelings.

Chapter One.

Have you ever told your crush that you liked him?

No? That's understandable.

It's my life.
I'm a girl.
Just a simple, average girl in this modern era.
But, yes, of course.
I have exes as I have crushes.

But, there's this one boy.
I've never felt so in love, but yet, so hurt.
We are both good friends... And classmates.
I've never felt so pressured.
I always hide my feelings, and it was no different.
It was common, yes.
And I accepted the fact that he likes another girl..
That won't ever be me.
They're both frequently shipped by other people, and..
Well, it does hurt.
But the girl is also my friend. She was my seatmate back then, even.
It hurts.
It just hurts alot.
Seeing someone you love, love someone else..
But the world is as it is.
Of course.. you can never make them love you back, so it's better to accept the reality than fake your own.
Especially knowing how hurtful it is when it becomes a nightmare that you can't escape.
I would love to learn things, just for him to notice me.
I love him, even if it's just a simple unrequited love.
It's fine, after all. It's better off being friends, than be exes. Or even strangers.
Well, that's one of the worst things to have.
Being friends with both the guy you love..
And the girl he loves. It hurts alot.
I've learnt to accept it, to endure it..
Even be used to the pain, but it's normal. Crushes always don't last forever, do they?

They do, actually.

It's just unknown, and it depends on the person.

But, for me.. 

It is.

So, my dear reader, I hope you won't have the same fate as me.

I hope that you won't have the same experience as I have.

I want everyone to have a happy ending.

-Author.