Gracie Abrams Imagines- GXG

The One where: Falling for Your Best Friend

Y/n's POV:

Twas the night before the VMA's  Me and Gracie were going together, I was her "plus one".  I was at Gracie's house having a sleepover so it would be easier to drive together.  We were In bed together (not like that pooks🤨) We were just scrolling on Instagram stealing glances at each other every now and then. I kept finding myself staring at her side profile for minutes till Gracie would turn her head and I would quickly look back at my phone. I lean my head on her shoulder and continue scrolling.  She would run her fingers through my hair every so often, and I would never want it to end.

Gracie-"You getting tired y/n?"

Y/n-"Mhm"

Gracie-"I'm going to bed, You should too, It's A busy day tomorrow."

Y/n-"Ok, Do you want me to sleep in the Guest room?"

Gracie-"No, you can stay here it's almost 12 anyways. And I'm too lazy to set it up"

Y/n-"Fair enough. Goodnight Gracie"

Gracie-"Sweet dreams Y/n"

*Dream*

I woke up and Gracie was on top of me.

Gracie-"Lean your head back for me hm?"

She said in a seductive tone, I Leaned my head back and she brushed my hair out of the way. 'Why did I like this' 'she's my best friend' 'she has no feelings for me'

I felt my breath speed up as I felt her lips on my neck, Sucking and kissing. I felt her hand trial down to my abdomen, she hooked her fingers on the hem of the sides.

Gracie-"Is this ok?"

I wanted to say no, but my dream self wanted to say yes. If that makes any sense. 

Y/n-"Yes baby, it's more than ok"

Why did I say 'baby?' Were we together in the dream?

She lifted my shirt up and I was just in my Bra. I wanted it to end. But it felt right, it felt good. She Unclasped my bra and threw it behind her back. She put her hands on my throat, choking it.

Y/n-"G- g- gracie"

Was All I could say between feeling pleasure and not being able to breathe.

Gracie-"What is it Darling?"

I felt a tear go down my cheek.

Y/n-"I ca- can't br- breathe"

Gracie-"It'll be over soon, love."

She came back up to my face and kissed my neck again.

Gracie-"Wake up"

Y/n-"W- what?"

Gracie-"This Isn't ok, Wake. UP"

Irl

Gracie-"Y/n, wake up Y/n please wake up"

I shot up and started breathing heavily. I stared at the turned off TV. I got up and went to the bathroom.

Gracie-"Y/n what's going on?!"

I turned on the faucet and splashed cold water in my face. 'I can't think of Gracie like this, It's wrong and just not right. But parts of me liked it; it was so confusing.'  I leaned against the door and slid down it.  Hugging my knees to my chest, It's happening again. I haven't had an anxiety attack since last year when I thought there was a murderer in my house but it was just a wind that closed the doors.  There's no way I can feel this way about her, Was there? 

Grace-"Y/N, ARE YOU OKAY?"

Y/n-"Y- yes I'm all good Grace"

I said with a shaky nervous voice.

Gracie-"I don't believe you, I'm coming in."

I heard the door knob turn and it opened relieving a concerned Gracie on the other end.

Gracie-"Hey, what's wrong Angel?"

Y/n-"J- just a nightmare That's all"

I looked away from her cause I knew something was gonna happen, I didn't want it to happen, I didn't want to Lose her  I couldn't lose her.

Gracie-"Come on, look at me. Are. you. Ok?

Y/n-"Gracie, I'm ok-"

She cut me off

Gracie-" No, you're not ok. Usually you like when I comfort you after anxiety attacks or nightmares. You won't even look at me angel."

Y/n-"I don't want to make you uncomfortable, It's to save our friendship Gracie"

Gracie-"Save our friendship? What's going on with you?"

Y/n-"I- I can't Grace, I can't just say it. It's complicated. I Don't even know if it's true or not."

Gracie-"Know if it's true? What are you talking about angel?"

Y/n-"I had a dream, not a nightmare. Well it scared me because I didn't want to think of someone important in my life that way. I couldn't lose you."

Gracie-"Ok, but I don't think whatever you dreamt about me would make you lose me.

Y/n-"It will, You'll leave me and I can't lose you as a friend. Your one of the most important people in my life"

Gracie-"I promise you, I won't leave. Just tell me."

She grabbed my hands but I took them out of hers quickly. The dream was still very real in my mind and fresh.

Gracie-"Ok, did I do something? Did I make you uncomfortable?"

Y/n-"It's not at all something you did, it's what my thoughts did"

Gracie-"Talk to me y/n"

Y/n-"I- i had a dream that- I can't say. It's too weird and gross for me to say it."

Gracie-"y/n, I can't help you if you don't say what it was. It may make you weirded out or uncomfortable but At least I know it's not what you think."

Y/n-"ok, I had a dream th- that, you were o- on t- top of me"

Gracie-"Oh, sexually?"

I nodded and looked down.

Y/n-"I knew it was wrong even in my dream, I wanted it to end. I didn't want to continue but my dream self said yes. Gracie, I don't want you to think that I'm that type of person at all. I love you as a friend. If you're uncomfortable I get it, we walk separately from each other at the VMA's tomorrow.

Gracie-"Y/n I don't think you understand why you had this dream do you?"

I looked up with a confused face.

Y/n-"Grace what are you talking about."

Gracie-"I like you y/n alot I've had dreams too and it terrified me at first. But I slowly developed feelings for you. The dreams were just confirming that I wanted it."

Y/n-"I- I think I like you too. Can we take it slow though?"

Gracie-"Of course angel. Can I kiss you?"

I nodded and she leaned in. It was soft and short.

Gracie-"Let's go back to bed baby."

Y/n-"Can we Cuddle?"

Gracie-"Thought you'd never ask."

A/N-AND THAT'S A WRAP ON THE FIRST GRACIE CHAPTER. THERE'S NOT MANY IMAGINES ON HERE FOR HER SO I THOUGHT I'D MAKE ONE. I'LL UPDATE THIS ONE ONCE A WEEK.