At the age of 21 she was sure now - there was something wrong
The feeling of not existing seemed far better than reality
There was nothing she wanted, knowing the disadvantages of each wish
In the ordinary life everyone so strive for - there was nothing for her
Feeling so empty and looking for possibilities
But didn't she just expect too much?
The heard stories with beautiful meanings, nonexistent words filling her head
Even the pains sounded more intriguing
The years of stillness destroyed the good kids mind
She wasn't alone no more, nor romanticizing everything beyond the real world, yet why the death of a man sounded so great
Nothing for her sounded better than an escape
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Immortal in 21st century
PoesíaCollection of poetry/thoughts made during years. First notes come from 2021 - which is long before the first one was published. Content Warning Please take into account that some notes showcase or reference mental health issues, death, ab*se, sa an...
