I remember as if it still was there
It followed me through my youth
And I always saw a part of it no matter where I was
One of the sunny days appeared, coated with rain and thunder, it was still beautiful
One the day as I came to greet the big tree in the garden - it was no longer there
As if it never existed
This moment had me foresee incoming pains of future
I could never say why it felt this way, but I was sure that gone tree was a sign of misery
At least the bough was keeping me sane, hoping everything will be fine
Everything could be alright since a part of the big tree was still there
I recall touching it and thinking it's just taking the space, not looking good at all
The big tree used to be covered in moss, somehow still reflecting the sunny weather
Now the sun was gone and the rain remained, occasionally showing some flashes of light
Mind was unclear and now the bough was gone as well - nothing left of the big tree next to my home
I was satisfied, since it didn't take unnecessary space in the small garden we had
Rain didn't stop
I couldn't leave my home and the tree didn't wave me through the window
The feeling of loss and anxiety grew until the sounds of thunder
The wet ground, sounds of droplets accompaniment by screams and fear
Long anticipated bad feeling became the reality and nothing could be done
No trees surrounding this home wanted to take part in a play
Seems like the sun will never shine again, cold mist was confirming my fear
Now it's all gone and I don't remember the view from my home
The big tree stays in my memories as a sign of loss, the begging of the ending
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Immortal in 21st century
PoesiaCollection of poetry/thoughts made during years. First notes come from 2021 - which is long before the first one was published. Content Warning Please take into account that some notes showcase or reference mental health issues, death, ab*se, sa an...
