Don't Wait For The World To Be Ready [Completed]

Clueless And Broken

Summer

I sat on Zoe and Alfie's couch. I hadn't talked to them since.... since I left... Zoe was rubbing my back while Alfie had to film for his channel.

"I... I still love him, Zo..." I choked out. "I don't know what to do.."

"He is really sorry... He never stopped talking about you. I could tell he was sorry. He would never do that to you, Sums." She gave me a half smile, trying to cheer me up.

"You didn't see what I saw... She was all over him..." I sobbed.

"He told me everything.... She mounted him. I know my little brother. I know when he's lying and when he is telling the truth. He was telling the truth, Summer." She gave me a look full of pity.

"Really?" I sniffed, looking up.

She nodded.

"Mummy, I'm hungry!" Little Zoe waddled out. I silently thanked her for a change of topic.

I wiped my eyes and stood up I picked her up. "Okay. Is Connor hungry too?"

"Yes!" She nodded vigorously. 

She always made me laugh. I walked to the kitchen and looked in the cupboards. "What do you want?"

"Peanut butter and jelly!" She screamed, laughing.

"Okay." I laughed and set her down. "Go get brother and I'll have them done when you get back."

She ran out of the room screaming "Brother!"

I quickly made two sandwiches. I set them on plates and put them on the table. Little Zoe came running in holding Connor's hand. "I got Connor, mummy!"

I smiled at her enthusiasm. They sat down at the table and began eating. I walked out to the garden and sat down in the grass. I curled my legs up to my chest and laid my head on my knees.