Be Mine - Lingorm

Part 17

Ling

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I kept the phone back in my pants pocket after informing Kwang that I had got Orm back home safe and sound as she thanked me for going to get her bestfriend even though it was my fault that caused this in my relationship.

Carrying Orm to my room, I put her down softly on my soft mattress before locking all doors to our house. Sighing heavily, I sit down beside Orm on the bed brushing her hair away from her face firstly not denying that she is indeed beautiful and I am stupid enough to not understand her. It's not that I have anyone in my heart before or now and I wonder why I have always been so harsh to her

She looks so fragile as her chest rises up and down slowly when she breathes in and out abruptly I get up and am about to go to take a shower when her tiny hand unconsciously grabs my wrist as her eyes remain closed. I try to take her hand off me but her grip tightens with no desire to let me go anytime soon so I sit down again maybe I need to be here for a while before I can go since she is not feeling well and passes out like this.

"Don't go" She mumbles softly.

"I am not going anywhere" I whisper brushing my thumb against the tender skin of her cheek she purrs in response, falling in a deep slumber before I take a shower immediately not wanting to leave her alone for so long.

I come back seeing her tossing and turning she might not be able to sleep in those clothes since it smells like alcohol and wet with her perspiration so I go to grab her pajamas in her room before changing it for her. I am not sure if she will be pissed at me in the morning when she realizes that I do it myself but if I do not she won't sleep in peace this night and she could do with a good sleep right now.

I unbutton her blouse one by one until it leaves with only her black bras as I blink a few times to concentrate more, and the motherfucker sweat starts to drip down my forehead even if I have just come back from the shower. I swipe it out a few times before continuing to change for her after that I take off the bras and her pants and her panties while looking away not that I am disgusted but she will be angry at me if she knows I look at her without her consent.

So I glance at anywhere.

At the ceiling

At the wall

Wherever but her

After being called 'a cruel wife' 'a perverted wife' is more than I can handle. So I hurriedly put on her pajamas acting like nothing happened when my hands unconsciously brush her soft milky skin along the way God, Ling is screwed up right now. Help her!

Being a CEO for nearly five years I have never thought that changing someone's clothes could be this hard. I release a satisfied sigh again after the big accomplishment and I need another cold or maybe a freezing shower one more I feel 'hot'. I wonder if my air conditioner breaks down or something as though I had no idea why it is hotter than usual

Half an hour later after staying in the shower for that long and two times in one night l am back in my bedroom. I see Orm laying on my bed with a blanket covering from her legs down and leaving her tops I want to know if she wants to take a shower too.

I go to sit beside her placing my palm on her forehead it's normal I guess.

It's this time in my life that I don't really know what to do whether I should take her back to the guest room or myself go to that room since I can't wake her up or be cruel enough to carry her back.

In my bedroom or rather the main bedroom that our parents have prepared for us is absolutely comfortable it has a king-sized bed and everything. If my mom knew that we are separated I am sure as hell that she would pinch my ears painfully and say that I am the most responsible one of this argument between me and Orm.

My mom always adores Orm so much. I remember she constantly admired her whenever we ate dinner together in our house back then but the usual me didn't even pay attention to that I sigh at the thought how can Orm love the heartless person like me?

Besides family, some close friends and work I have never considered anyone important in my life when I said I want to try to love Orm I mean it. Actually something about her tells me that she cares about me for real.

I started to hang out to the bars or clubs to have fun with Tan, Bow a few years ago before Bow decided to settle down last year with her dear wife Rati. At first, I thought it was ridiculous but when I saw the look in Bow's eyes when she was getting married I realized that this idiot was really serious about her life right now and I am happy for them never have I thought that I would find someone and be like them. So I stick with the idea of being freedom not until my mom announced the married date to me, I was so pissed at that time but I don't want my parents to feel down at me after all I've got to have a family of my own as my mom said.

I yawn a few times before choosing the unbelievable choice that I will sleep in my room tonight and if Orm wants to sleep here she can, right? I don't force her and she definitely can't blame me about that in the morning so I slip inside the blanket covering her body and mine with the thick sheet before falling in a deep slumber.