Be Mine - Lingorm

Part 42

Rushing towards the entrance of the hospital, I spot a small commotion with five to ten people around there and Orm is nowhere to be found. Therefore, I do not pay any attention to them but the sight in front of me catches my eye.

Orm's purse.

I run as fast as possible as though my life depends on it before reaching the black purse near the commotion. "Do you see a woman walking out of this hospital with this bag?" I ask an old woman who is near there as I try to catch my breath. The woman frowns a little bit as if she tries to remember something before pointing to the crowd "Maybe the bag belongs to the fainted woman. Everyone is trying to get her back to the hospital now" She answers before glancing to find someone and walking towards them.

With no response I am like flying to the crowd. My heart is pounding so fast and I am deadly anxious about Orm if something happens to her, it's totally my fault. When I arrive at the crowd I swear my breath stops for a few seconds seeing Orm lying there and a few people surrounding her are about to take her somewhere.

"Excuse me, let me bring her back to the hospital. I am her wife" I carry her in a bridal style before we go inside. Luckily she didn't go that far. A few doctors come out running towards me. "Miss, let me take her from here" They take Orm inside a room as I slide down sitting in front of the door.

It's my fucking fault. She was so pale this morning and I didn't even ask her if she was okay. She suffers a lot and I despise myself for being the reason for creating such damage to her.

I am sorry.

"What are you still doing here, Ling?" Tan's voice is heard beside me but I have no strength to look at him. I am so ashamed of my behavior "She has fainted" Nong Wan gasps as I notice that she is right next to me right now. "Phi Ling, is she okay?" She inquires worried even Nong Wan is anxious about Orm than me who am I really to Orm now?

"I don't know, Nong Wan." I shake my head slightly not knowing what to do. The blame is obviously on me then a few silent moments later, Tan excuses. "Ling, call me if you need anything but we need to go now. Becky is waiting at the parking lot. Thank God, she isn't here." Tan informs mumbling the last sentence.

"But I'll come back if you need me, okay?" He assures.

I nod as both Nong Wan and Tan leave. Half an hour later the doctor who brought Orm inside comes out taking his glasses off as I walk towards him. "No worries, Ms. She's all right. May I ask who you are-''

"I am her wife" I cut him off as he smiles, telling me briefly about her condition and lets me in. After shutting the door behind I pace towards the beautiful creature in front of me. I sit on the chair next to the bed taking her tiny hand between mine. "Orm, I am sorry," I mumble softly, muffled my voice against her soft skin. She's still unconscious and pale and weak.

Suddenly, her hand jerks a little as I turn to look at her smiling face. "Ling," I close my eyes, feeling like a mountain has been taken off my chest right now. She's so beautiful. Angel. My angel.

I catch her hand to slap my face rapidly. "Ling!" She yells pushing my hand away with no strength at all. "What are you doing?''

"I am so sorry, Orm. It's my fault that you are in this condition "explain trying to bring back my tears. I rarely cry but it's so hard when you know you hurt someone you care about and she still smiles at you as if you haven't done anything wrong.

She uses her slender fingers to brush my cheek as I place mine on hers. "You are not at fault. As far as I remember I was the one who drank too much" I kiss her palm as her eyes widen in shock but she doesn't say anything.

"But still I shouldn't have forced you to come here instantly and let you walk away alone"

She shakes her head "No, I was the one who wanted to grab a taxi"

I sigh not wanting to argue more. "To make it up to you, tonight I will do everything for you. I will cook your favorite food and take a bath for you" I laugh as she chokes up her saliva and quickly recovers her cheeks burn in redness as well as her ears.

She clears her throat before responding "I'm contented if you cook for me but the last part sorry, I can't accept

"Why? We are family now. We should share every thing together as other couples do. We can use the same utensil sometimes take a shower together when we are in a hurry or even-"She pants heavily as if she is about to faint again, "Ling, I am okay with what we have right now and we don't have to do anything like others"

"How about our consummation?" I joke. Her face falls hearing what I am trying to say to her. "Ling, why are you suddenly bringing that up?" Her face gets even redder. I smile, grabbing her hand, "I am kidding, you look like you are horrified like you saw some ghosts"

"I want to eat some tasty food tonight and I need you to buy me some bubble milk tea as well" She changes the topic as I smirk knowingly but do not want to make her more uncomfortable so I drop it and go with the flow "I'll buy anything you want. The doctor said you could leave in a few hours, now I am going out to bring you some lunch first, okay?"

She shakes her head slightly as I curve my brow up in anticipation "Stay here for a while, I am not hungry just need some sleep then we can go together"

I nod in agreement before sitting down as she closes her eyes. She lets me hold her hand until she falls asleep again and to be honest, it really warms my heart seeing her trust me enough and not getting angry with me or even want me to be beside her.

The day I realize that Orm Kornnaphat is so precious to me, and I can't lose her no matter what.