Because Of You (Elizabeth Olsen x Fem G!P Reader)

27. Wanna Come Over?

Y/N POV

"Did you like the cookies?" Nora asked me as she passed me in the hallway, I looked confused for a second before nodding once a small smile on my face.

"Yeah, they were great, thank you," I said though I didn't even eat them, I don't know why I just didn't.

"Thank you, I've been trying to get into cooking more. Eating the food I make myself I have a bit of a biased opinion." I just chuckled, my fingers tapping on my thigh, I have no problem with my neighbors whatsoever but it seems like ever since she moved in she had gone out of her way to talk to me. "So it was good to have a second opinion."

I didn't mind at first, cause new person in the building she doesn't know anyone but I never see her with anyone else, which I'm probably just putting too much thought into.

Her eyes looked at my fingers that were still tapping on my thighs, and I stopped. "Well I gotta go, but the cookies were really good." She smiled and I all but ran down the hall, a yawn leaving my mouth as I went down the stairs, pushing open the door to my building, my eyes looking at the kids in the pool.

I walked to my car, swinging my keys around my fingers, I had a few interviews today and I had a therapy appointment as well so I would be busy all day, I had therapy first so I drove to the office, waiting in the waiting room until Carol came to get me.

"Hi Y/N, how have you been?" She asked once we settled in the room.

"I'm great," I answered truthfully while picking up one of the stress balls.

"That's good, now I remember you asked for an emergency session about two weeks ago and I am so sorry that I wasn't able to schedule that session."

"It's okay," I said and I meant it, I had forgotten that she was going on vacation and when I had called her, I immediately felt bad, that I interrupted.

"Do you still want to talk about it? Or tell me what happened?"

"I got into a fight with my dad, it felt like I was spiraling a bit, cause earlier that week I had gotten into a fight with my girlfriend's dad."

She nodded while writing stuff down in her notepad, which I now know is just so she doesn't forget what we talked about.

"Why'd you fight with your dad and your girlfriend's dad- Elizabeth is your girlfriend correct?"

"Yeah, she is," I confirmed and she nodded once more writing something down.

"It was my mom's birthday and I went home to celebrate with her, Lizzie came with me, we went to dinner and I tried to be civil with him cause I didn't want to ruin my mom's night, but he was being so disrespectful and I called him out, we almost fought inside the restaurant but my sister stopped me.."

"Mhm, then what happened?"

"The rest of the dinner was fine I guess, I was a bit calmer, but when we got home I got into an argument with my mom and.. dad which is when we fought but I kept holding back."

"Did you not want to hurt him?" She asked me and immediately shook my head.

"No, I wanted to hurt him, but Lizzie was there was there and I didn't want her thinking of me like him," I said while squeezing the ball in my hand, watching as she wrote something down. "I told her that, later that night, and she told me that she didn't think of me like that and it made me feel better somewhat knowing that even after seeing that she didn't think of me as some monster."

I didn't want Lizzie to think of me like that, and I knew she didn't, but I would hate it if she did, I just wanted her to think the best of me.

"And those feelings of feeling like a monster came from your father correct?"

"Yeah, that's how I see him, and I don't want to be seen like that myself."

-

"I miss you so much," I told Lizzie as we talked on the phone, I was waiting for my interview to start, and she had a little break from filming and was still wearing her Wanda wig and I am not ashamed to admit I took plenty of screenshots of my baby looking all cute, which she looked all the time.

"I miss you too, but only a few more days then you'll be here." She said and I smiled at the thought of being with her again, then she bit her lip, clearing her throat. "I have to tell you something- or we need to talk."

Immediately I sat up straight, giving her my full attention- she already had it but I was more alert I should say.

"Yeah, okay, what- what's up? What's wrong?" I asked her trying to keep my voice leveled, though I felt slightly nervous.

She rubbed her forehead with her hand and suppressed a yawn. "I'm late." My eyebrows furrowed and I shook my head in confusion.

"Where you gotta be?" She chuckled softly, a small smile on her face, but shook her head, and I bit my lip.

"My period.. it's late. I was supposed to get it about a week ago but.. I haven't."

My mouth fell open and I whimpered, oh shit. Okay, well that's fine, it's okay, we talked about this we're good, we're gonna be alright, that's mm we'll be fine, fine, fine, fine.

"Okay," I mumbled, though I was trying not to show how nervous I was, but my lip started to quiver.

"Okay?" She repeated and I cleared my throat.

"Did you take a test?" I asked while scratching the back of my neck, she shook her head.

"No, not yet, I want you to be here, I need you here." I blinked but nodded, and the assistant came to tell me that I was about to go up.

"Okay, thank you gimme a minute." I requested and she nodded. "Okay, that's okay," I said trying to sound more confident in my words. "Okay, well I'll be there next week and we can take a test."

"Okay, I know you gotta go so I'll just.."

"Yeah, yeah, okay, um I'll call you later, I love you."

"I love you too."

I hung up the call, dropping the phone into my lap, my hands running over my face as I groaned into my hands.

Fucking idiot.

Shoulda just kept wearing condoms.

-

"Hi, Y/N!" Nora said as I walked up the stairs to my apartment, and I raised my hand in greeting, I was still a bit on edge since my conversation with Lizzie. "I was wondering if you wanted to come over for dinner? I'm making pasta."

I sighed and cleared my throat, the offer was tempting and I was starving.

I shook my head. "Look I have a girlfriend, and I love her a lot, and I don't want you to get the wrong idea, but I don't think it would be smart for me to go in there."

She frowned but nodded. "I wasn't trying to hit on you. It's just new city new apartment and I wanted a friend so I thought why not the woman who lives next door?" I bit my lip, suddenly feeling like an asshole. "But I don't want to get in between you and your girlfriend, so I'm sorry."

Fuck me.

"No, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have just assumed that you were-"

"It's fine Y/N, have a good night." She said while unlocking her door and going inside and I facepalmed.

Dammit man, a new neighbor, and I just ruined that already, I mumbled to myself as I unlocked my door and went inside, Maxi came over to greet me, and I knelt to greet her, rubbing her head.

"You don't think I'm an asshole do you?" I asked her but she only purred, and meowed, and I stood up, blowing out through my mouth, my hands on my hips.

Lizzie might be pregnant, a small smile formed on my lips. My baby could be having my baby.

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